Drunk or Sober

The Janitor's Closet

FRIDAY 2/21 (WEEK PASSED)

Harleigh and I hung out- a lot- if I must add.

She'd call me after school to just hear my voice, and I didn't have a problem with it, but I was beginning to miss those quiet, lonely moments I'd have to myself.

It's not even like we were talking on the phone all the time either. She snuck into my living room late at night to sleep with me; just lay with me, I should add. On that tiny couch that I barely fit on by myself. She did try to do things though. Then she'd leave before my mom woke up.

And when she wasn't filling me in on her busy life over the phone, or climbing into my kitchen window, she was following me around school.

She got tired of the library during lunch routine of mine, so we found a new place- Janitor's closet.

Harleigh would say something along the lines of "School's so stressful, Wessy (Yes, she actually calls me that), just kiss me."

And me, never having been in a relationship like this one- or really in one before- wanted to be the best boyfriend, ya'know?

I was beginning to feel smothered, as well as question my feelings towards Harleigh. She wasn't the same person I thought she was three weeks ago.

Lennox is acting weird, but I think something between her and Nate happened. Whenever I see him in the hallway he sort of hides. And when I see them walking together, Lennox always walks a little faster in front of Nate.

Definitely hiding something. It's not like everyone's an open book anyways.

Harleigh's been doing better now. We went to a party last Friday and she stayed in close proximity, didn't hook up with strangers, or drink as much. I'd like to think she's come to her senses now, or that I've been of some help.

Anyway, Lennox has been getting a ride home from Ramona's boyfriend, so she doesn't ask about Harleigh anymore. Car rides are much lonelier though.

I never knew Ramona had a boyfriend, though. It doesn't matter, but she just never seemed like the type to date in high school.

To be quite honest, I never knew much about Ramona Blake.

I actually feel bad only knowing this about her, but all she ever was to me was Lennox's best friend. Or Harleigh's side kick. But we've grown closer.

After a long night of partying, I bring Harleigh home and Ramona's always there, waiting sort of. I'm honestly convinced Ramona has a bed there and everything.

Once Harleigh's passed out in her bedroom, we usually just stay downstairs and watch scary movies. She doesn't get tired, and neither do I.

Ramona's really cool, and I hope she sees me as more than just Lennox's brother or Harleigh's boyfriend too.

Anyways, I'm going to Harleigh's after school, hopefully she has something other than another party, I'm getting so tired of them.

////SO A WEEK HAS PASSED, NOW 4 WEEKS TO HOMECOMING!!!!!!!////