22 Doubt

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"You're quiet." Tinitigan nito si Anna habang mas inilapit pa ang sarili dito. Hinawi at inipit nito sa tenga ang kaunting buhok na humaharang sa mukha niya dahilan para muli itong mapangiti.




"Napagod lang ako sa kwentuhan namin ni Lizzie." Sagot niya hanggang sa muli nitong mahuli ang titig ni Zach. Sinubukan muli ni Anna na umpisahan ang gabi at ibaling ang focus sa taong nasa harap niya ngayon. Unti-unting naglapat ang kanilang mga labi, pinikit ang kanyang mga mata.
Hindi na nag-aksaya pa ng oras si Zach, slowly sliding his hand through Anna's underwear. Waiting for Anna's directions but oddly kept him going. He's into the moment and enjoying until Anna snapped like something electrocutted her.




Tila pagod na pagod si Anna at parang  nakikipaglaban sa sarili at pilit winawasto ang pag-iisip hanggang muli nanamang sumagi sa isip niya ang mukhang bumabangungot sa kanya. She grabbed her head in frustration.




"A-re you okay?!" Bakas sa mukha ni Zach ang pag-aalala agad itong napaupo sa sahig upang mahawakan ng wasto si Anna.




"I c-an't do this. I'm tired." Honestly, okay na okay lang kay Zach he's worried about her. Anna looks at him.




"I'm okay. I'm just tired." She let him stand up.





"Are you sure?"






"I am okay." Reassuring him.






"You should rest, I'm sorry." He's lowkey blaming himself for not thinking that she might need a rest na kaya pala kanina pa ito tahimik.





Nagpaalam na si Zach dito at lumabas ng kanyang kwarto. A very big relief for Anna dahil kaunti nalang sasabog na ito kanina. She hurriedly went to her cr. Her state of mind got worst. Nights have passed but her mind still left that night at the place where she saw HIM.






Anna stare blankly at the mirror, trying to recall all she said that might show her weakness to him. She prepared for that moment yet she's still surprised. She wanted to do it perfectly, she wanted to savor every minute and seconds showing him how strong she is now.





She did, but still can stop doubting herself.




She wanted to see the horror on his face as they saw each other so close. And she did.




She wanted to let him look at her as she slowly crushing his heart, letting him believe he's a total stranger to him. She did.



She wanted to do more but why is it so hard to be so evil like him. Tila ba bumabalik siya sa zero for having a sleepless night, anxious and other episodes. Akala niya patapos na siya dito subalit habang tumatakbo ang oras para siya nitong hinihila pabalik.





Clearly, he's still freaking into her. Pero, bakit? Sobrang linaw parin sa kanya lahat ng nangyari at sa tuwing bumabalik sa kanya ang mga senaryo, tila ba unti unti siyang dinudurog muli. 





"Stop.stop.stop!"
.






She opened another pill botlle and swallow one pill.


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