"Alam mo ba kung ano pang kulang sa bahay nato?" He randomly ask. Wala nanaman ito sa sarili at gulong-gulo.
She took her time to process the present. He saw him waiting for her answer. She shook her head.
"Come on! You knew it." He playfully said. His smile is showing, giving her chills.
"K-ukuha lang ako ng tubig...." He chuckled. Her way of avoiding him is what really excites him.
Ramdam nito ang taranta niya habang papunta sa kitchen para kumuha ng tubig. He followed her and continue teasing her. She grab her hand bago pa ito makakuha ng baso, walang hirap niyang binuhat ito paupo sa dining table.
"A house blessing." He whispered while driving his hands on her legs.
"We've done it to the pool, our room, living room, stairs, your favorite room, my office...." He softly moans.
"I guess, dito na ang sunod?" Malandi nitong bulong. Hindi narin ito nagpalampas pa ng oras at sinunggaban niya nito ng halik kasabay ng paghubad nito sa bestida at ang kanya namang damit.
He pushed her para mahiga ito sa mesa habang sabik rin itong sumampa at pumaibabaw dito. Keeping his lips busy, he barge inside of her.
His mouth widen feeling the heat inside.
"This is fvcking life!" Halinghing nito. Habang mas binibilisan nito ang pag-atras-abante, dagdag pa ang init habang pinagmamasdan niya ito sa pagbuka ng bibig, pagkunot ng noo at sa di mapigilang pagbulalas ng maliliit na halinghing.
Furniture are now being tested. He rolled and place her on his top. Sinulit ang panonood sa pinakapaborito nitong view. He can see her struggle, her face reaching the climax.
Rinig na rinig nito ang malalalim na paghinga. He watch her as she struggle to move out on his top and do her thing-to act like nothing happened. Pinulot at sinuot narin nito ang kanyang damit.
"Who said we're done? Come here!" There is his game again. He instructed her to be seated near him.
She search for her underwear and wore it. Lumapit ito sa kanya at walang sawang pinasadahan siya ng halik.
"You're not in the mood." Bigla nitong sambit.
Sobrang bigat narin ng dibdib nito, hindi na niya mapigilan. Her cry ruined his moment, she can't help it.
"N-arinig ko kayo kanina, yung mga videos kumalat na sa mga public pornsites...." She heard them lately and it frustrates them the fact na mababawasan ang subscription nila para makaaccess ng mga exclusive private videos niya. Maaapektuhan ang kita nila.
Napabuntong-hininga ito habang nagsimula ng kumilos at kumuha ng maiinom.
"So, what about it?"
Napatigil ito habang umaakto na parang wala lang at tila sinasabing hindi dapat siya naaapektuhan nito. He's trying to be calm kahit na sobrang init na ng ulo nito magmula pa kanina. Di rin naman niya ito mapipigilan, di rin niya sinasadyang marinig ito at alam niya namang may karapatan siya dahil mukha niya ang mga nasa videos.
"P-aano nangyari yun?" Gusto niyang malaman lahat.
Napangisi ito.
"I think you're missing the part that's not part of your fvcking business."
Oo nga naman, how many times he needs to say this, hindi niya pagmamay-ari ang sarili niyang buhay. Lumapit siya dito at ikinulong ang mukha niya.
"I told you to not complicate things and yet you're acting like thisagin. Every fvcking time I am trying my best na hindi ko mailipat ang init ng ulo ko sayo...." Humigpit ang hawak nito at nasasaktan narin siya.
"Pero lagi mo nalang akong sinasagad. Is this really how you satisfy me, ha?!" He let her stand while holding her chin and push her again sa table.
"Why don't you look at the brighter side? You're going to get the fame and I'll be the proudest guy in the whole fvcking world." This freaking scare her the way he thinks. Unbelievable. Heartless.
She repeatedly shook her head.
"What?!" Losing his temper habang hinahamon ito na magsalita but she just cried. Napakabigat ng sama ng loob nitong dala. Kahit anong gawin at sabihin niya hindi ito mananalo.
He ripped her dress and underwear. Walang-wala ang lakas nito kumpara sa kanya. Anger, frustration and lust that's what keeps him to have this strength.
He let her do things na makapagpapatanggal ng uhaw niya. Indeed, the blessings he's dying to perform granted. Every side, every corner she fvck her like a hoe.
His seeds in the surroundings with her seemingly lying lifeless in the table. She watch his move feeling the satisfaction he always wanted before leaving her in her state. At last, she can finally take a rest. She closes her eyes.
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She felt the exhaustion and the difficulty of opening her eyes. Once again, she's having a nightmares. The brightness of the room is overwhelming, dahilan para madagdagan ang pag-aadjust ng pagbukas ng kanyang mga mata.
Pinilit nito ang sariling umupo. The familiarity of the room surroundings awaken her body. Napatanong ito sa kanyang sarili kung nananaginip parin ba ito.
Hindi siya pwedeng magkamali, mas pinilit pa nitong igalaw ang sarili. Inda ang kirot ng buong katawan at mga paa, tumayo ito at sinubukang lumabas ng kwarto subalit locked ito.
Maybe she was really dreaming, this is the reality. Siguro isang buong panaginip lamang ang taong lumipas at andito parin talaga siya sa taon kung paano nagsimula ang lahat. Hindi nito maiwasang pigain ang sariling pag-iisip para masagot kung anong nangyayari. Napaka-klaro ng lahat.
Pakiramdam nito'y matagal itong kinulong ng kanyang panaganip. Mas lalo pang gumulo ang isip nito sa kanyang paligid mula sulok hanggang pagpasok nito ng banyo. Pinagmasdan nito ang sarili at di narin napigilan ang pagtulo ng luha lalo na ng makita nito ang kanyang suot na itim na nightdress.
Hindi. Lahat ng nangyari. Nangyari!
Sa isang iglap, muli nanaman siyang hinila sa panahong labis na dumurog sa pagkatao niya. Habang pinoproseso ang lahat halos matumba ito at maubusan ng hangin sa paghinga lalo na ng marinig nito ang pagbukas ng pinto.
This clears everything.
Abot langit ang ngiti nito maging ang mga mata nito'y tila nagliwanag.
"Welcome home." Ani nito na tuluyang nagpawala ng lakas kay Anna.
Agad siya nitong sinalo at hinayaan ang sariling ipako ang mga mata sa napakagandang regalo sa kanya.
"I fvcking missed you, babe." His voice thrust like a knife. Ramdam nito ang kanyang katawan maging ang paghinga nito malapit sa kanyang mukha.
She's back.
She's really back, in here.
Sa impyernong ito.
Hindi ito panaginip. Ramdam ang paglapat ng labi nito sakanya.
" Alam kong babalik ka sakin, sinabi ko naman sayo kahit pagbali-baliktarin man natin ang mundo, magkakabit ang buhay natin. I'm ready to forget and leave everything behind to continue my life with you. At ang pinaka-importante, I'm ready to forgive you." says he, between her lips.
She can feel his hands on her cheeks.
"My Erinn."
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ANNA (R18+)
Mystery / Thriller"Some secrets refuse to stay buried." Anna, who is residing in the US, was finally convinced by her art agency to fly back to the Philippines to receive the proper recognition and a bigger opportunity as an artist. This was also the best way to prov...
