Chasing Kate

Chapter 30. Euphoria.

I drove home from Kate's hoping that my letter justified what I wanted to say but couldn't. I hope that this would give me some clarity and I could move forward.

I had just reached my door when I saw my door was cracked open. "Odd" I think to myself, but I dismiss the thought when I go through the door and no one is there.

I toss my keys on the sofa table and take off my shoes, I'm on my way down the hall when I hear my ringtone blasting from the kitchen counter.

"Kate?"

"Lucas Wesley. That letter...." She stopped and I heard sniffles.

"Are you ok?" I asked.

"Yes." She breathed. "I'm fine, I just called to tell you how much your words mean to me. What you wrote, it completely left me speechless."

"Im sorry I couldn't say them to you, a letter just works better for me." I replied.

"No, don't be sorry at all. I know that there are a lot of things that have happened between us, our past like you said, but I want all of those same things Luke. I want to be a family, I want Rhett to know how completely amazing his father is."

I smiled in our silence

"Lucas?" She said.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Will you come stay?"

"Stay?" I replied, confused.

"Will you come over here and stay with me tonight?"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

And that's all I needed. Kate Anna wanted me as much as I needed her. I wouldn't give her a moment to change her mind. I tossed on some sweats and I made my way back to her.

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It had been months since that night with Kate-Anna in my apartment. We were never alone anymore, we both did our duties as Rhett's parents and she and I never have crossed a boundary since.

"I'll just sleep on the couch." I think to myself. I definitely don't want to dismiss our progress.

Kate-Anna answers her door in a tank top and sleep shorts, but what catches my eye is that she is bare. Her face is bare, without makeup and she is the most beautiful girl in the world.

Her complexion is like silk, her blonde hair tossed in a pony tail but it smells of coconut. Her blue eyes like crystals glimmering from the sun. Just knowing we are trying to take this further is better than words.

Kate and I sit on her couch and channel surf before deciding to watch a movie. The scenes play intensely as the Rock beats the holy fuck out of some dude. Even in this gruesomeness I still have a smile on my face.

Further along in the movie, Kate who was sitting relatively close, picked my arm up and draped it around her, as she cuddled into my chest surrounding me in her scent and held my hand. There is no place I rather be, than here, right now.

I watch as her back rises and falls with each breath, rhythmically and I hear faint noise escape her mouth. She's asleep.

After the movie, I gently nudge her.

"Baby, wake up. The movies over. Go get in bed." I whisper.

"Mmmhmm." She replies and then raises up.

She tugs my hand as she stands before me.

"I can sleep here, if you like Kate."
I said.

"No, Lucas. Come."

We walk down the hall, I glance into Rhett's room and my heart flutters at his body asleep with his teddy bear.

Kate flicks on a bed side lamp and grabs her covers and folds them down.
She climbs in and pats for me beside her.

I climb in, stiff. I'm unsure of Kate's intentions and I don't want to provoke or deny her.

She reaches over and tugs the lamp string. As she comes back over her lips find mine.

She kisses me with such feelings I felt I understood every word that was left unsaid between us. Her gentleness turned into desire and it eroded all of my worry for us.

Kate wanted this just as much as I do. She wanted me just as much as I had longed for her for so long. I melted into her bed sheets when she hovered above me and placed her knees on either side of my hips.

Her hands rested at my chest as her lips came down to kiss mine. We locked our mouths for ages and I savored the way she tasted.

We didn't speak words but we didn't have to. Our eyes led us to every notion, even in the dark. Every movement of my hand was given permission with out the need to ask.

Kate is different that any other girl. She's a completely different species than the girls I had settled for to fill
Her void. It was impossible, because she is irreplaceable, one of a kind.

My hands found her thighs and I embraced the bottom of her ass cheeks as she continued running her hands under my T-shirt.

I trailed my hand up the path of her spine and held her at the base of her neck. Our lips parted momentarily as she raised to remove her tank top.

The way the shadow cast over her breast and the way the moonlight illuminated the mounds on her chest mesmerized me.

I pushed her gently from atop of me and placed myself between her knees.
She tugged my shirt and I tossed it over my head into the floor.

I caressed her cheek with my hand and whispered "I love you" against her neck. Goosebumps were felt all over her body as she gasped "I love you" into my ear.

Her nails raked my back as I trailed kissed across her neck, down the fine line of her collar bone and back up.

Moments, hours or days could jabs passed but time didn't mean anything to me. I wanted to absorb every ounce of her that I could.

Truth is, Kate- Anna has become
my heroin. She's the drug I crave so desperately, that no one but her will quench. I'm addicted to her and I've spent so long trying to imitate a version of her to keep my want pacified.

With a smooth motion, I heard her gasp and her thighs clinch as I slid my way in and made us unite as one.

Slow and steady motions, in and out as I grunted her name and obscene words.
The way she felts on me was expected but I couldn't get enough of her.

She moaned my name as I picked up the pace and begged me for more.
I sped my rhythmic motions for
Quite sometime before she placed a hand on me and told me to stop.

I immediately halted, unsure of why.
I watched as she turned around and place herself on her knees.

"Now. Again." She whispered fueled with lust.

She grunted as I once again, slid inside.
I placed my hands on her hips to steady myself and started to pump between her legs.

I ran my hand up her back and to her hair as I continued. She mimicked my movements and before I knew it
I found euphoria within her as she screamed out my name.

"I love you, Luke." She said as she cuddled into my chest.

"I've waited so long to hear you say that and to know you meant it." I replied kissing her head.

She giggled.

"Kate?"

"Yeah?"

"Thank you. Thank you so much for that beautiful green eyed boy. I love you and him more than anyone on this earth."

She nuzzled into my chest and arm as we drifted off to sleep.

Authors note:

Sorry it's taken usually longer to update than I have been. I've been so sick lately I couldn't even talk. More coming. Hope your enjoying.

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