I love you NOT her (Nena )

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Nikki's Pov

I went back to my mom's House afterr raw . the next morning I woke up and made breakfast for everyone . I played with the kids before I left to go to dinner . I showered them and got them dressed

"See mom I showered them so you don't have to do it ",I said

"Ok honey , is john coming for you ". My mom asked

"I have no idea cause I haven't really talked to him ", I said as I went to shower as I got a text

J- I'm on my way now

M- ok

I went to shower and when I came out I heard john downstairs

Downstairs

John came in

"Hey kathy ". John said hugging kathy

"Hey john ",  kathy said

"Daddy ", john felix said

"Hey son ", john said taking up john felix

Back to Nicole

I put on a a white dress that fits like a glove . I did my make up and got my purse then went downstaitrs.  When I walked down the stairs I saw john playing with kids .

"Hey I almost thought you weren't coming ", john said

"You told me 7 and you came 6 so ", I said

" ok lets go bye kids ", john said hugging them

"Bye guys ", I said kissing them

At The Restaurant

I went in and went to the table . I sat down and john pushed me in then he sat .

"So how are you ", he asked holding my hands

"I'm trying to stay strong for the kids but deep down I'm heart broken and disappointed ", I said

"I'm extremely sorry but as I told you I still don't know who that was ", he said

"As I read the texts a million things came rushing in my mind ", I said looking at him

" and I'm sorry . nicole I don't want to lose you ", he said

"Me either but I don't want to be heart broken anymore than I am already ", I said

"I know so can you forgive me ", he asked

"Lets just make baby steps and remember we are married "

, I said

"Ok ", he said

"Yes and I'm pregnant ", I said

"This just be together for the baby cause I wont make you go through this by yourself ", he said pulling me to him as I got up and sat in his lap "I love you "

"I love you too ", I said looking down at him

"I happy your pregnant ", he said kissing me  " you don't know how it feel not to kiss you as I like