I love you NOT her (Nena )

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Nikki's Pov

John carried us to my mom's house as I was playing with the kids .

"Coco and john felix ", I called

"Yes mommy", they answered as john sat in the couch beside me .

"Come here ", I said as they came to the living room

"Mommy wants to tell you guys something ", john said putting the kids on his lap

"Yes mommy ", john felix said

"What do you have tell us ", coco asked

"I want to tell you guys that mommy gonna have another baby ", I said smiling

"Yayy I want a sister . I'm getting a sister ( she sang ) ", coco saaid while singing

"Yay ", john felix said as he start to sing and it was so cute cause he sounds just like john .

"Ahh my baby sounds just like his papap ", I said taking john felix and kissing him .

"Are you happy ", john asked

"Yes ", they said

"But I want to go home ", john felix said

"You will go home soon , I promise " , I said

"Ok ", he said kissing me

"Ok you guys can go play now ", john said putting them down then we stand up and his hands were on my waist

"I love you ", he said kissing me

"I love you too "', I said as I tip toed and kiss him

"And I love the little one in here ", he said going on his knee as he then kissed my belly and rubbing my baby bump

"Yea ", I said

"So john I've been thinking ", I said

"What ", john asked

"When I had the baby , we could renew our vows ", I said

"Of course . I know everything isn't good right now , but I love you and I was always thinking about renewing our vows but I didn"t want to be shamed by you ", he said

"I mean I'm disgusting , but not that disgusting to you , I love you ", I said

"I know you do ", he said kissing my neck

"Ok mommy needs some rest so why don't daddy come lay down with mommy so she can rest ", I said smiling

"Ok although , I do miss my cookie ", john said as I laughed

"Your very pregnant cookie ", I said laughing

""Yes ", he said kissing me as I slept