I love you NOT her (Nena )

wedding

John's Pov

Today is brie's wedding and last night JJ told me something I didn't need to hear  . he said I'm a tougher guy than him because he could never be with someone who just told him they were married before . He said nicole was married before . I'm at the wedding getting ready and nicole is with brie putting on her make up . i had the kids and we are not suppose to see her until after thr ceremony .

Nikki's Pov

I was in the room with brie and my family .

"I can't believe how cool john was with it " , JJ said

"with what ",I asked

"With you being married before , like told i him yesterday that he is a better guy than me "', JJ said

"Are you fucking kidding me , why did you go up to him ", I said

"What do you mean ", he asked

"Hey guys what's wrong ", mom said

"What nothing ", he said

"Yes something is ", I said

"Excuse me , Move !! ", I said to JJ and pushed him out of my way and walked outside as he followed me

"I can't believe you saud somnething to him jj ", I said

"You told me that you told him , you are a liar ", he said walking away as brie came to me

"I can't believe JJ said something to john ", I said

"Nicole jj is not the problem cause you told us that you told him but tha means john knows and he haven't said anything to you ", brie said

"Yea it does make sense now cause he keeps asking if I have something to tell him ". I said

John's Pov

The ceremony started and all the words are running through my mind and I don't know what to say . I saw nicole walking down the aisle as a maid of honor and this reminds me of our wedding  . After the ceremony I had the kids and nicole walked up to us .

"Hey ", nicole said

"Hey babe ", I said

"John I know you know ", nicole whispered in my ears

"Not the time or place for it ", I said as she held coco in her lap

Nikki's Pov

John is upset with me and I don't know what to do . I got up with coco and I was talking to my dad . After the talk we went in the dining ceremony and it was awkward becasue I sat beside john .

"John can I have I minute outside with you ". I asked

"Sure ", he said as I gave trinity thr baby and I went outside

"Are you having fun ", I asked holding his hands and facing him

"Yea are you ", he asked

"Yea I'm sorry though ", I said

"We need to focus cause most of our problem has to do with that one subject ", he said

"I know that's why I feel so guilty ", I said

"No I know how you feel because you've been down a bad experience ". He said

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you ", I said

"I don't care , what you did before you met me is what you did before you met me , I don't need to know every thing but it's when you tell other people and I would like to be on that list somewhere I don't have to be at the top ". He said

"But you are at ther top though ", I said

"Beautiful or this face ", he said making a face

"How was that ", I asked and he did it again

" don't ever be afraid to tell me something cause I love you for you ",he said pulling me in for a kiss

"Lets go back inside ". I said