Nikki's POV
I have been home with the kids and john . He still doesn't talk to me . Brie told me that rumor is that when john was on the road he slept with Liz . People has seen them walking in the hotel together . I'm upset and scared . I was in playroom packing the kids bag to go at my mom's house while zori was sleeping as the coco and john Felix came in.
" What are you doing ", john Felix said taking the clothes out of the bags
" I'm packing to go to grandma's house ", I said taking the clothes from him
" Mommy are you hiding something from us ", Coco said
" No why do you think that ", I asked
" Because you and daddy is always sad , you guys don't talk and normally you guys are all over each other ", coco said
" Yea we know something is wrong we can feel it ", john Felix said struggling cause he is just 3 and can't really pronounce the words
" Come on kids sit ", I said helping them up
" Daddy is just really upset with me right now ", I said
John's POV
I was downstairs then I was going to look for the kids and as I'm walking I heard Nicole talking to the kids as I stop and listened
" Daddy is just really upset with me right now ", Nicole said
" Why ", coco said
" what did you do ", john Felix ask
" I did something bad ", Nicole said
" well why don't you apologize ", coco said
" I already did , look he is just really upset and he needs some time ", Nicole said as I walked in the room
" Daddy why won't you forgive mom ", coco said as Nicole held her head down
"When Chelsea at school hit me you told me to just accept her apology and move on , so why won't you forgive mom "I looked at the kids the Nicole and she was about to cry . I feel so bad for her having to deal through .
" Are you getting a divorce ", John Felix asked as Nicole looked at me then out the window
" Who told you all this " I said
" Look she is packing our stuff and we are upset" coco said
" Can you guys give me and mommy a minute to talk ", I said as the kids came out and I locked the door .
" So your just gonna make my kids hate me ", I said looking at her with my hand in my pocket .
"I didn't make them do any thing they know something is up they can feel it ", Nicole said
Nicole's pov
" Oh really ", John said looking at me
" yes ", I said zipping up the suitcase and walking out as he pulled me back
" They are not going anywhere you go and leave them cause I'm done ", john said as I turned
" oh you have no idea how done I am ", I said shouting
" after you hurt me ", he said
" I hurt you , you hurt me , I hurt you , you hurt me even more I'm bit doing these back and forth game with you", I said
" hold up I've Neva hurt you ", he said
" so you just slept with her to get back at me ", I said
" with who ", he said
" Liz ", I said coming out of the play room and went in my room laying on the bed crying

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I love you NOT her (Nena )
FanficJohn is a married man with Liz and everything is changed when nicole walks into the picture .