I love you NOT her (Nena )

At Risk

Nikki's Pov

I woke up and john was up already . Today I'm going to the doctor to see if the baby is ok . john and I ate then camille came in the house .

"Camille john and I will be going to the doctor ", I said

"Ok ", she said

"John lets go ". I said

"Ok babe your harmones are kicking in really bad ", john said as I laughed

At the doctors office

We went in and we sat .

"Are n't you happy to see the ultrasound ". John asked

" yea out this is the last baby I'm having then I'm gonna take out my uterus ". I said

" ok ", I said as the doctor cane out

"Mr and Mrs. Cena it's nice to see you guys again.  Come in ", the doctor said

"So let's see how the baby is doing ", doctor saboush said

"Ok ", john said as he placed the gel on my belly

"Woo that's a heartbeat ", he said

"Yea ",  I said as he took off his glasses looking on the screen properly and I was worried

"Wow ", he said

"Is there something wrong doctor ", john asked

"Um the ultrasound has me seen a sign as a breeched baby ", doctor saboush said

"Umm can you explain ". I asked

"Sure a breech baby is when the foot is pushing on your bladder and the she is practically sitting down ", he said

"So what are you gonna do ", I asked

"Umm im gonna give the baby two months to turn ", he said

"Ok so why can't I give birth while the baby is breeched ", I asked

"You can but it's not the preferred way. If you want to give birth like this the baby can have a possiblity that the baby can die and your life is at risk . that's for natural birth if you don't want that you can have a seasection  ", he said

"No I don't want my wife life or baby's life at risk ", john said holding my hand

"Umm ok ", he said

"I will rather do the seasection ", I said

"Ok ", he said

"So I was wondering , this is the last child I want to have . so if I do a seasection can I take my uterus out at the same time ", I asked

"Nicole , it's a risk and we don't plan those things unless it's a emergency and your life is at risk ". He said

"Ok I'll wait ", I said

"Yes ", john said

"Ok thank you ," doctor saboush said

"Yea ", I said as he came out and I was changing back in my clothes

"Are you ok ", john asked

"Yea but I'm worried , I don't want to die leave my kids  and especially you ", I said putting on my sandals

"Ok we just have to pray for the best and that the baby turns ", john said holding up my head then he saw that I was crying

"Why you crying , don't cry ', he said hugging me

"John it's hard not to cry cause I don't wanna lose my baby ', I said as he kissed me

"I love you and im by your side 100 % ", he said

" ok I love you too ", I said

"Ok lets go home and relax ", he said as we came out of the room and I payed then we went home