I love you NOT her (Nena )

bye

Nikki's Pov

Kathy wanted to take the kids for one whole week . I had a bad feeling about it but john told me it's ok . john and I was home alone , we had you know what last night and I woke up naked with john hugging me

"Beautiful , I enjoyed last night ", john said smiling

"Me too ",  I said

" suppose I get pregnant ", I said as john looked at me

"I hope you do ", john said kissing me

"That would be so bad right now although john felix is two ", I said

"Why and aren't you on birth control ". He asked

"Nope ", I said

"Oh wow ", he said

"I'm going to take a shower ". I said as john pulled me back

"I can shower with you to have another round " , he asked

"No I gave you enough last night , we did ten rounds ", I said

John's Pov

Nicole was showering as I was on twitter then I got a message

?? - hey babe

I just ignored it and went in the shower when nicole came out .

Nikki's Pov

I came out of the shower and got dressed . john's Phone was just going of . I went to get it and I read the messages

?? - hey babe

?? - wats up

?? - have you get rid of that hore of yours

?? - and the annoying kids

?? - so we can be together and have our own family

My eyes were full with tears . were john really cheating on my ? I asked my self

He cane out of the bathroom and look at me

"What's wrong babe ", he asked

"Don't babe me , are you cheating on me ", I asked

"No why w…  ", he said and I interupted

"So what is this ", I said showing him the phone and reading it to him then I shed tears

"No I don"t know who is that ". He said

"Bye ", I said dropping his phone as it broke

"Nicole I don"t want to lose you ", he said

"Well you are ", I said leaving and went to my mom