I love you NOT her (Nena )

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Nikki's Pov

It's been one month since john and I haven't talk .The baby is two months old . John said that marriage is in the future so I need some time to think . I have been staying at my old house with the kids . John still sees the baby every weekend but he doesn't see me . I have a interview today with TMZ and I got ready then left the kids with camille .

"Hey nicole ",john from TMZ said

"Hi guys thanks for having me here ", I said

"So how is life you just had a baby ", josh said

"It's good and the baby is too she is so sweet ", I said

"So what is the baby's name ", he asked

"Her name is Nicole ", I said

"Oh who named her ", he asked

"Her dad ", I said

"So talking about her dad we just need to clear the air with that are you guys broken up ", he said

"Umm that's why you guys have to tune in for total divas this sunday ", I said

"Come on tell us more ", he said

"Ok we haven't officially broken up but I just needed time to think ", I said

"So how's co-parenting ", he said

"It's good but I don't see him ",I said

"So are you still leaving with him ", he asked

"Maybe ", I said

"Ok so I'm going with a break up ", he said

"Ok we'll. See. ", I said

"Ok bye ", I said and went home

"Nicole I have to go home early cause I'm sick and I don't want to be around the kids ", camille said

"Ok I'll drop the baby at john's ", I said

"Ok thanks ", she said

"Yea ", I said putting the kids in the car and going to john's house then I rang the door bell

"Hey ", john said

"Hey ", I said looking down

"Do you want to come in ", he asked

"Sure ", I said going in

"So how comes your the one who dropped the baby today ", he asked

"Because camille's sick ", I said handing him the baby

"Oh so are you ready to talk about everything ", he asked

"I'm not sure umm yea. ",I said

"Would you want to do it over dinner tonight ", he said

"Umm no cause I have nathaniel ", I said.

"Ok another time I love you ", he said hugging me as I hugged back

"I love you too ", I said

"Ok bye babe ", he said

"Bye ", I said going home

I went home and nathaniel and I went to bed . The next morning I got up and got nathaniel ready because she is staying with randy for a week . He came for her then I got ready and went to the arena . I had my own locker room so I went in their as my phone went off .

John

   Hey nicole it's me can you meet me in my locker room now please . I want to talk to you .

I changed into a long dress then I went to his locker room .

"Hey ", he said pulling me in closing the door and kissing me

"John what was that for ", I said

"Nicole I love and I don't want to spend one more day ", he said

"But I still need time to think ", I said

"Ok ", he said

"Where is the baby ", I said

"She is sleeping my aunt came over yesterday to look for you ", he said

"John didn't I tell you that I don't want her around my child ", I said

"Yea I didn't know that you were still upset ", he said

"Yes I am ", I said as the baby started crying

"Umm I'm sorry ", he said hugging me

"John get off of me ", I said

"Oh sorry ", he said

"No it's ok ", I said taking the baby and left