I love you NOT her (Nena )

Relationship ??

John's POV

I was so sad , I didn't sleep with Liz she came on to me and I pushed her off . I went in Nicole and I' s room as I saw her laying on the bed with her back turned to me and she is crying .

I sat down on the bed and really thought to myself if I was going to lose my family over this especially the most amazing woman in the world . No !!! .I wanted to forget everything. I layed down with her hugging her from behind and pulling her body against mine and I was cry . she turned round to me as we stared in each other's eye .

" John why would you do that to me ", Nicole asked as I kissed her lips and wiped her tears

" Nicole you know I love you , I would never cheat on you , Liz just came on to me ",I said holding her waist

" And because I trust you I will believe you ", Nicole said

" Yea and I'm sorry for acting the way I did ", i said

" I accepted them and you were really mean to me ", she said

" I know it just hit me now more kids and I did overreact a little ", I said

" you hurted me John and the kids know and feel it ", she said

" I know but I'm sorry and I love , my mom kind of help me through this cause I was crying to her ", I said

" I cried myself to sleep every night especially cause you sleep in the guest room ", she said

" I love you ", he said kissing her passionately .

The next day

Nikki's POV

John has forgiven me and I feel way better no.john has an interview today so he will be gone . I was breastfeeding zori
As john came up to me.

" I'm carrying the kids to school then interview ". John said as he kissed me

" OK enjoy your interview ", I said as the kids told me good bye

John drove away as the door bell rings and I went to get it .

" hey is john her ", Liz said

" no he just left actually ", I said

" oh ", she said

" oh I heard the rumors were they true ", I asked

" Nicole you have a wonderful husband I'm not lieing . I was not in the right place and I was pushing myself on him and kissing him ", she said

" Wow ", I said

" and I also knew you guys were having problems , when I pushed myself on him he pushed me off and said he loved his wife too much to cheat even if you are having problems . He loves you and I just wanted to say sorry ", Liz said

" Yea I just feel to punch the fuck out of you now ", I said

" As I said I was high and I'm sorry ", I said

John's Pov

I got home and went in my room to hear zorielle crying and Nicole was showering . I took the baby up and walked around with her as she stopped crying.

" Hey", Nicole said walking over to me

"Babe ", I said going to kiss her as she turned her head

" no don't kiss me ", Nicole said as I put the baby in the crib cause she was sleeping and Nicole put on her clothes and came back into the room on the bed .

" may I know why I'm not allowed to kiss you ", I said going over her and holding her hand

" you didn't tell me liz was pushing on ", she said

" Because I didn't want to get you upset ", I said

" well Liz told me everything today ", nicole said

" really ", I said

" she said that she came on to you and you push her off saying you love me ", she said

" cause I do ", I said

" I know and I'm proud cause you could have slept with her and you didn't even though we were arguing ", she said

" Yes now can I kiss you ", I asked

" of course honey ", she said as I French kissed her passionately

" That' s for all the times I say you and couldn't kiss you ", I said

" Well you didn't show that you missed me cause you were a bastard to me ", she saisld

" and I'm sorry ", I said kissing her neck

" What are we going to tell our kids cause they kind of help us through this", I said

" I have no idea , they are a hand full ", she said kissing me