I love you NOT her (Nena )

Scared

John's Pov.

I have to admit I feel scared about the dolph thung with nicole.. I really love nicole and I woul do any thing for her . I was at home with the kids and nicole . Nathaniel was sleeping so nicole , the baby and I were In the living room with them .

"So nicole do you see more baby's in the future for you and me ", I asked

"Yea if you want ", nicole said

"Of cousre ", I said smiling

"Ok ", she said

"Who wouldn't want to have more baby nicole cute as this one right here ", I said playing with the baby

"Yea she is cute and I want a boy ", she said

"Yea me too but if it's girl it is fine ", I said

"Yea ", she said

"So what kind of wedding you want ", I asked

"Umm itys our wedding and I would like a beach wedding ", she said

"Ok good ", I said kissing her

"So who in your family you want in you family ", she asked

"I don't want to communicate with them after what happened the other time ", she said

"Ok ", I said

"But I'm using Matt's daughter and nathaniel as flowers girls with the baby in the middle ", she said

" great so who from your family ", i said

"Umm I don't know ",she said

"So who is goung to walk you down for the isle ", I asked

"Umm my brother ", she said

"Ok I just want that day to be secial ", I said kissing her

"I love you ", she said

" I love you too sexy ", i said smiling