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Body Issues-Fluff+Angst🌸🥲

Requested by nooomha

Kaoru's POV

I looked into the mirror at my body, which was naked besides my boxers. I was crying, well sobbing really, due to the nature of things my ex friend had said about me. "Have you ever noticed how much fat you have on your body?" Or "Maybe if you had a better body you'd be dating someone by now." I attempted to wipe my face, only for it to become wet again. I hadn't been eating properly lately in order to try and lose weight, but it seemed that no matter how little I ate, or how much I worked out I just couldn't get rid of it. I felt my stomach turning in pain from how hungry I was, but I refused to allow myself anything else to eat today.

I thought about Kojiro and what he would think when he finds out what I'm doing to myself. I knew it would probably end in me being single again, which is why I didn't want to say anything to him. Plus, he's been in such a good mood recently, and I didn't want to ruin that with my problems. I began putting my clothes back on, so I could go lay in bed and sleep for the rest of the weekend. I crawled into my bed, noting it was cold, and closed my eyes. I tried to think of all the amazing things Kojiro has done for me as I drifted off to sleep.

Kojiro's POV

Kaoru wasn't answering his phone, and we were supposed to have a study date tonight. So I grabbed my stiff and walked down the street to his house. I knocked on the door and was let in by his mom. "Hi sweetheart" "Hello" I said, taking off my shoes. "I'm guessing you've come for Kaoru?" She asked, leaning against the doorway. "Yeah, we're supposed to study." I answered, also smiling. "Hey. Have you noticed him acting weird lately?" She asked, giving me a worried face. "Yeah, he's been off," I said, looking at my hands. "Well, you figure out what it is, mmk?" She said, giving me a sweet smile. I nodded and went up the stairs to his room. Inside, I found him curdled up in his bed, wearing one of my hoodies. I smiled and sat down next to him. "Hey baby" I whispered, running my fingers along his cheek. When he didn't wake up I decided that he might just be really tired, and let him sleep. I got under the blanket beside him, and pulled out my book I had to read for class.

Kaoru jumped up, screaming. I pulled him into my arms and tried to calm him down as he went on and on about being sorry, and "Knowing his body was ugly." "Baby?" I asked, rubbing his back. "When did you get here?" He mumbled, wiping his face. "I've been here for like an hour." I said, hugging him. "Kaoru. Who told you those things?" I asked. He shuddered and wouldn't look at my face. "Was it Adam?" When I saw him flinch I knew it was, and pulled him onto my lap, on top of the blanket. "Kaoru. Don't ever listen to that man. He's a jerk. Plus my Kaoru is the most beautiful person on this earth," I said, cupping his face. He sniffled and looked up at my face. "Hey" I said, pushing him onto the bed below me. "K-kojiro" "Don't worry, I won't do anything like that" I said, smiling. I kissed his cheek, "I'm just gonna show you everywhere I love you. Well, the innocent parts that is" I said, smirking. He rolled his eyes and smiled.

"Ready?" I asked, pinning him down. "I don't know," He said, smiling. "I love you here" I said, kissing his lips. "And here" I said, kissing his cheeks. I continued on, kissing his hands, wrists, arms, shoulders, neck, chest, abdomen, ankles, calves, thighs, etc. "Ok, ok, I get it" He said, laughing his ass off. "So do you get it now?" I asked, cupping his face once again. "Yes," He said, giggling. "Good. Now never listen to someone when they comment on your body ok? Cause i'm the only other person seeing your body, so I'm the only one who gets to comment, And i think you're perfect. He smiled, then frowned. "What?" I asked, looking worried. "I'm hungry. But I don't think I can eat." He whispered, looking to the side. "Why wouldn't you be allowed to eat?" "It's not that I'm not aloud, it's that my brain won't let me." I thought for a few seconds before smiling. "How about we just take it a little bit at a time, until you can eat normally again." He smiled and nodded, getting up with me.