39- Faults pt 2

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I see the sorrow in his eyes. He might see the pain in me and moms. I made a b.. big s- scene. He says. Aren't you happy your alive Jay? I ask. No I feel s- stup- stupid. He says and looks away. I cover my mouth as tears fill up in my eyes. It seems like whatever I say isn't really getting to him. Danny comes behind me to give me a hug. As my mom is talking to him and comforting him, I'm walking to the waiting room to sit and calm down. Danny follows me. Babe what's hurting you. Tell me. I feel as though I failed my brother like this is all my fault. I say sniffing. He made his own decision cause of his own issues. You tried to help him. What was your fault in the matter? He says rubbing my back. I don't know. I say. If you feel that bad then show him more than you did before since he's alive. Cherish him more. He says then kissing my forehead. It's funny that Danny being so comforting. He just sincere to make up for everything else. But I love him for it especially at this time when I may need it most.

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