Was Our Endless Love (completed)

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Since Jax is to be away in prison for fourteen weeks I've been a full hands on mom. yes, Gemma has plenty of time with Abel while I work but when I clock out and I pick him up it's just the two of us. 

Abel and I have a lot of bonding time as though we are birth mom and son. a great majority of the time when he fusses and he's not hungry or has a dirty butt I'll lay back and put him on my chest whether its me bare or just in a simple top and he calms down.

I've learned a lot about my son. from simple things to calm him down, ways to get him to sleep when its nap time and other things.

the one time he was fighting sleep while laying on me and I softly started singing while tracing my fingertips along his clothed spine which got him to relax and drift off.

When he cries while I hold him he will slowly simmer down to almost a halt so I speak softly to him telling him everything is alright and there's nothing to worry about. he fully stops and just sighs a cute little baby sigh before laying there for a bit.

When I feed him and he starts to fuss I just gently tap his diapered butt and sing softly to him which calms him down so he doesn't get an upset tummy ache.

When we got to visit Gemm and some of the others that didn't get locked up I am fully attentive to him and use all the tricks I learned around them and they all just look at me in all while Gemma looks at me proudly that I'm so tentative and loving to her grandson.

"though it was a rush surprise wedding Jax picked a great woman to be Abel's mother to keep him safe should anything happen to Jax while locked up" Gemm said

"I am treating him as if I had him. I'm not gonna treat him different just cause he isn't my blood. I'm in love with this little boy and the two of us share a bond that a mom and son only share." I tell her

she smiles and watches as I feed her grandson.

"you think you and Jax will have kids?" she questions

"if he can stay out of prison long enough to make a baby with me then yes if not then no," I say in a  joking manner 

"Sweety he can stay out of prison much better than he can stay out of you. I bet you practically have to push him away when your poor vag needs a break" she jokes

I smile.

"No. but if there comes a time where I do need to give my kitty a break then I ill push him off till then I quite enjoy everything" I tell her

"and I'm sure Jax the horn dog that he is gives it to you a lot."

I shake my head laughing.

"Gem I don't think you really wanna know about your son and my sex life. cause I can go into detail fully you'd never look at your son the same way again" I tell her

"then please don't" she says

I chuckled then burp Abel before fixing my top.