Sarah Paulson One Shots

Safe Haven ~ A. MR

Vent.

Note- Not asking for pity, I thought this might help me in some way of coping?? Idk

TW- Sexual jokes and gestures and a pintch body dysmorphia

•𓍊𓋼𓍊𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊𓋼•

You should not have to be scared to go class. She was your friend. Right?
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Ally's alarm clock beeped at 6:00am screaming get up. She rolled over in bed facing your side. Your hair spilled onto the pillows perfectly. She brushed the strays out from your face that covered your sleeping eyes. This caused you to stir and twitch your nose in the cutest way possible.

Ally traced patterns up and down your arms in a gentle way to wake you up. A morning groan left your body as you stretched into her side. "Good morning baby" She whispered. Your head buried deeper into Ally's chest wrapping your arm around her waist.

"Time to get up. You're going to be late." Ally said still drawing love circles on your arms and shoulders. "So what? Just a little longer." You suggested raising your head to check the clock. 6:15am. Classes didn't start until 7:45am. You had plenty of time to get ready and get to campus. It wasn't like you wanted to go anyways.
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It started about month ago. You made friends with a girl in your class the first week of College. You thought she was a nice girl and she had a good sense of humor. At first that is.

It's was only recently, that she would make her jokes more and more sexual towards you. She admitted that she was like this with all her friends, but was more explicit with you. First red flag. When she would leave the table at lunch she'd sneak a kiss on the top of your head or your cheek.

"I'll do it for real one day. I won't keep you waiting." She'd aim closer and closer to your lips. During classes she sat next to you and put her hand on your leg or rub her foot on your ankle seeking for your attention. It didn't matter how much you said "no" or "stop it" it only progressed. This classmate knew you had a girlfriend. She saw Ally drop you off at the campus in the morning and sometimes pick you up in the afternoon.

As each day went on you began to feel uncomfortable in your own skin. And with each day you had to be around this girl, she'd inch herself closer and closer to you. The grosser and grosser you felt. Dropping out started to sound really good right now, but you knew you were stronger then that.

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Ally pulled up to the front doors of the school. You didnt move. Just sat there staring at the brick building.
"Y/N? You alright?" Allys palm met your shoulder and concern flooded her eyes. "Yeah. I'm fine." Giving Ally a fake smile you turned around and vanished through the front doors of your living hell. Ally knew you better then this and she wasn't just going to brush your new attitude off.

You walked into your second period avoiding eye contact with anyone who came around you knowing one of them could be her. You set your bag on the table before you thinking of how safe you were going to feel when you got home in Allys arms.

"Theres my girl." A voice boomed in your ears. And so it begins. She sat down in the chair next to to you staring at you up and down with a smirk on her face. "Say Y/N, want to fuck later? Ditch class right now?" Like I said, more progressive each day.

You started to pull up Allys contact and text her to come get you, but she's at work and that would be childish of you, you thought. "No." You said just barely above a whisper. "Come on baby girl. You know you want to. Tell me what your into so I can please you." She laid her hand on your knee caressing it.

On the brink of tears you had enough. "Stop it! No! Do those words mean anything to you?" You stood up being thankful that the period hadn't started yet. "Calm down damn. You know I'm like that with all my friends. They dont care." She remained seated twirling a pen between her fingers with that smirk still slapped across her face. "Or do they? Because I know that I've had enough of your shit. I'm tired of feeling gross and uncomfortable with myself at the end of every goddamn day!"

She scoffed looking at the pen in her hand. And with that you took your bag and left the classroom dialing Ally on the phone.

"Y/N? Are you okay? What's wrong?"
Allys voices laced with worry. You would never call her this early unless something was seriously wrong.

"Can you come get me?" You whispered into the phone wiping the tears off your cheeks as you sat on the steps outside of the school.

It wasnt long until Allys car drove up. You practically ran to the vehicle slamming the door behind you. "Hey shh what's the matter?" Ally tired taking your hand in hers but you flinched away. "Just take me home."
You kept your gaze away from the brunette beside you who was more worried then confused.

𓍊𓋼𓍊𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊𓋼

"Sweetheart, you have to tell me what's going on." Ally pleaded placing her keys on the kitchen counter. You were already in your shared bedroom with the door shut. Ally followed shortly behind knocking on said door though it wasnt locked, she didn't want to invade you. "I cant help if I dont know what's happening." Ally said keeping her soft tone.

You balled yourself up in the blankets on the bed bringing Allys pillow close to your chest. Her scent still lingered. A scent that you identified saftey and security with. You wish Ally had you wrapped up in her arms but you felt that if you told her what was really going on, then you would only stuck with a pillow and an empty bedside. You couldn't risk losing her. Ally was your safe haven.

The door creaked open. Ally stood speaking her head into the room. "Oh, honey." She spoke witnessing your state. "Come here love." Ally sat next to you with open arms, but you only shook your head hugging the pillow tighter. "Whatever is scaring or hurting you, I need to know about, so I can help you. Theres no need to go through it alone."

You wiped a stray tear from under your eye as you worked up some courage to admit your experiences. "You would leave me if I told you." It was quiet but still heard by the woman. "I would never leave you."

Taking a deep breath, you rolled over facing Ally who gave you a quick warm smile letting you know it was okay. "Theres this girl. She makes me feel disgusting. I cant look at myself the same. I'm probably overreacting about it" You buried your head into Allys embrace her arms settled around your agile frame.

"Has she touched you?" Allys voice now lingered on the angery side. Nobody touches her sweetheart. You nodded into her chest letting out another cry. "Listen to me sweetheart, none of this I mean any of it, is your fault. I'm not going to leave you for someone else's sick "jokes". You're not disgusting nor are you less in my eyes. It's not overreacting if it bothers you." Ally hugged you tigher "we will get your classes changed and tell the authorities. I love you y/n. Do you hear me?"

You lifted your head up nodding a yes to her words. "Thank you Ally."
And alas, you felt safe again. Maybe it was the brunettes promising words or the warm protection she has over you. Whatever it was it didnt matter because at the end of the day you knew Ally will and always be your safe haven.

𓍊𓋼𓍊𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊𓋼

A/N- this might be trash idk. But this was more so for me then anything so idc.

I'm sick and tired so I did not reread.

Have a good day/night <3