I'm great at getting emotionally close to people
But once sex is approached I'm out
It all goes back to childhood issues
The ones I'm not supposed to talk about
It makes relating to others hard
But I've gotten used to awkwardice
As long as I'm not talking about myself
I can laugh and joke about
Relationships are impossible
I've been single for years
I had already found the one
But broke it off because I got scared
It's not that he pressured me
Or even wanted a kiss
But I was scared about what was expected
We were only twelve year old kids
He was the most innocent
Didnt know what a tampon is
Why did I ever think
That he was anything like him
Michael you are my love
But you hold another's hand
I'll have to be content to live
With your happiness instead
He'll never know why I pulled away
And though we're still great friends
My true reasons will remain hidden
I hope he's happy till the end
We're both about to graduate
Twelve seems so long ago
I wish I could tell myself
"Never let that one go"
Secrets suck...and time only makes them harder to tell...
YOU ARE READING
Just A Troubled Mind Looking For Peace
PuisiA collection of lyrically inclined phrases that have popped into my head over the years. ~B.A.L.K Much love. Hard love.