It was a mutual decision to end things between us, It was a hard break up because I have to lie just for her to let me go. I don't know where the hell did I get that courage to drop that kind of news to her but she needed to, In order for her to let me go.
Bakit napatid nung napatid kulay pulang tali sating nagbibigkis dati
Sa 'ting dalawa likas sa 'ting lumikas 'pag bagyo'y nagbabadya
Bakit ngayon tahanan natin ay nawawala
Walang ibang galaw kung 'di ang bumitaw
(Italic are for flashback)
" Siraulo ka na ba? How can you do that to her? Putcha gagamitin mo pa ko mandiri ka naman Beatriz! "
" Come on, Alex I needed to do this kinausap na ko nila Tito JP they would need to move to the states dahil need na ni Dada ng special treatment for his condition"
" Okay, eh bakit need mo pang gumawa ng eksena? "
" Because I know her, she would promise things and she will work it out, But Alex I don't want that. Tito JP said that they will settle there for good "
" Tanga ka ba? Nagtatanga tangahan? Dude mahal na mahal ka ng tao of course sacrifices needed to be made "
" That is why I'm doing this Alex! I am dying okay? "
" What the fvck? Anong pinagsasabi mo. Piste business partners lang tayo. Now your dragging me to play as you kabit and now these telling me your dying? Tangina ano ba Bea "
" But I am really dying Alex, was diagnose for a stomach cancer it was still in the early stage but the doctor said that it was progressing real fast and I needed to be in treatment as soon as possible "
" Then why not tell is to Maddie? I'm sure she will definetely understand baka nga mag stay pa yun for you "
" And that is what I am avoiding to do, Her Dada is also in a critical situation I don't want to add to that burden, Now get the suction cup and put a hickey on me "
( Check All Too Well Flashback :] )
Present ( Text Message Please Refer to ATW :] )
I was a bit surprised receiving this kind of text from her, well it was indeed been three years since we last had contact but i didn't like how it ended. I thought I still have the chance to make it up to her. I still remember how she would tell me stories about her wanting to stay local typical Yrenea I must say but look at her now she would finally step out of her comfort zone.
" Bei? You sure your okay to go? Kakabalik lang natin last week from Korea and your still going to some post chemo later "
" Alex, I'm fine... I'm good and healthy to be exact "
" Hmm Kay "
" Ugh, Lex? "
" Hmm?"
" She texted me just now. And wanted us to uhm announce that we already broke up "
" No way?! Pero I thought gusto mo makipagbalikan? Isn't that why as soon as she broke up with you, You head straight to Korea to start your treatment? "
" Yeah because I thought I can still make it back in time, I waited patiently and I thought she did too "
" Well what did you tell her?"
" I kinda agree"
Alex just heave a sighed well it was kinda a suicide mission, I came back to take her back to explain why i did what i did but turns out she decide to finally move on with her life.
