Hate Me Before You Love Me (BDSM/Mature)

Chapter 8. Back to San Francisco

“So you two are going to sue Emma out of the company and also Peter want to take over Russ and Bea which is not biologically his?” Lee, their lawyer asked.
“Can you do that or not?” Peter asked.
“And just because she hurts Alex in a BDSM sex?” Lee asked again.
“BDSM does not mean without consent. What she did is sexual abuse, and I am not letting my kids to be with an abuser. Besides those kids are mine, legally on their birth certificate.” Peter said.
“Look, I will find a way, but you should stay here for a while. I need to ask you a lot of questions.”
“Sure..” Peter smiled.
Meanwhile, Alex and Sean are staying at Alex’s place. Alex got his own place since Peter sold the penthouse. Because Emma was the one picking this apartment it was not in a poor neighborhood. It’s a three bedroom apartment close to their office.
Sean was cooking and Alex followed him like a puppy. Alex feel comfortable with Sean because Sean is just such a nice guy. He praised Alex often and treating him really well. Alex pretty sure that he had PTSD after having scenes with Emma for the past three months. But he is happy that he is free from Emma now and he is surrounded by men that loves him.
Sean took a spoonful of the chili he was making and feeding it to Alex. “How was it?” Sean asked.
“Amazing!” Alex's face lights up.
Sean put the induction stove to really low and pull Alex away. Sean really like Alex because he is so cute and pretty. Sean dragged him to the bedroom. He laid down on the bed and Alex laid his head on top of his chest. Sean rubbed Alex’s head. “Peter is an amazing man. We are lucky to have him..” Sean kissed Alex’s head.
“Sean.. Do you think Peter will ever forgive me?” Alex rubbed his head to Sean’s chest.
“I think he already did. I don’t think you should worry too much about that, though.” Sean kissed Alex’s head.
“Why not?” Alex asked.
“Because Peter and I are here for you. We will took care of you. I promised.” Sean kissed Alex’s head again.
“Sean, let’s get somewhere. I mean with Peter too..” Alex tilted his head.
“Where do you want to go?” Sean asked.
“Camping? Or like a cabin in the woods? The last time we went to a cabin it was a BDSM cabin and we leave before the rent is over.” Alex smiled.
“Alex, why is BDSM so important for you?” Sean asked.
“Because..” Alex bites his lips. “I want to punished myself for hurting people all the time. I’m selfish and manipulative. You can’t let me manipulate you.. I might look naïve. But I’m not..”
“I hurt people too, but that doesn’t mean that I need to be punished. And so do you.” Sean hold Alex tightly.
“I doubt you are as horrible as I am, Sean.” Alex shrugged.
“Alex, you have a beautiful soul. I don’t think you hurt someone that bad before..” Sean said.
“I..” Alex hold his words. He doesn’t want Sean to leave him, because he knew if Sean leave, Peter will leave too. He told Alex that. “I raped Peter when we were 22.”
“Peter never told me that?” Sean looked at Alex in disbelief.
“He knew about this, I cried for his forgiveness. But, he left me instead. He always thought that I’m scared to be left behind because of Chloe, but it is not. It’s because he left me for Emma.” Alex sobs.
“But Peter dated you again for three years. He must have forgiven you..” Sean said.
“Will you forgive someone that raped you?” Alex tilted his face and looked at Sean.
“I mean.. Not really? But Peter never even mentioned it, so I am sure it is not a huge deal for him.” Sean doubting his answer now.
Suddenly Peter pop his head on the bedroom door. “Hey.. Are you still cooking, babe?”
“Oh, crap.. is it burnt?” Sean asked.
“Not really, I just stirred it. Alex, I need to talk to you. They wanted some proof of the scarring so we need to take a picture of it..” Peter asked.
“Peter, I have a question. Did you forgive Alex for raping you?” Sean asked.
“What? I never been raped by him..” Peter answered lightly.
“I did and that’s why you left me for Emma!” Alex said.
“Oh, no you never raped me.. It was very consensual But that one time did makes me broke it off.” Peter shrugged.
“Why?” Alex is really confused now.
“Because you kept annoyed me with that raped stuff. We were in love back then, I got drunk and blackout. We made love, that happens my love..” Peter chuckled. “I do think I mumbled my consent. But probably you would not understand it. Look, we were dating people who dates have sex..”
“See, Alex.. You did not raped him..” Sean grabbed Alex and kissed him.
“Yes, Alex. You never raped me. Please stop telling people otherwise? Come here, sweet one. I need to take a few pictures of your beautiful face that got wounded.” Peter grinned.
Alex weakly follows Peter. Sean headed back to the kitchen. Peter took a few pictures then send it to Lee. Alex dropped himself to the couch. “Peter, you were so mad back then about the sex. You said I raped you..”
“I was..” Peter bites his lips. “I was a stupid alcoholic that is scared that his parents found out that he is bisexual.” Peter sighed. “Look, I broke up with you because I’m a coward. Not because you raped me. I mean, you were there when I finally came out three years ago. You should know why I was scared when I don’t have anything back then. My parents helped us building our business.”
“You mean because of that seven thousands dollars that we paid back years ago?” Alex looked at Peter.
“Yes, but it was our first capital. We can’t buy the computer we needed to developed the AI without it. It might sound like nothing now but when we first started it was the important investment.” Peter sat next to Alex.
“Well, your parents are homophobic indeed. So, I understand. You really did not think I raped you?” Alex asked.
“No.. Alex.. I consent the sex, at least on my drunk mind I did. Besides, you just using my dick on your hole, it’s just.. No, it is not rape, Alex.” Peter touched Alex. “So, please stop hurting yourself because of it.” Peter kissed Alex gently.
“Pete, do you want me to have plastic surgery for the scars?” Alex asked.
“I don’t care, but if you want to then I support your decision.”
“Do I still look pretty for you?” Alex asked.
“Yes, you are still very pretty to me, sweet one. Hence that is why I still call you sweet one.” Peter gently kissed Alex’s forehead.
“If Sean leave, you will too, right?” Alex looked down.
“Let’s just try this, okay? Sean is a nice man.” Peter smiled.
“He is nice, but.. I don’t know if he likes what I likes..” Alex sighed.
“Alex, I still want a normal sex sometimes if you don’t mind?” Peter asked.
“Yeah, sure..” Alex shrugged.
“You don’t want that? I mean we give up a lot to be with you, Alex..” Peter tilted his head.
“I know, I just know that you prefer Sean over me..” Alex bites his lips. Why does he made this harder than it is? He should just say yes, because Peter was right he did gave up a lot to be with Alex.
“You know, Alex. You really should learn your place sometimes. You will get punished tonight in front of  Sean..” Peter grins. “Put on a butt plug before lunch. I’m going to help Sean. “ Peter kissed Alex’s forehead.
“Yes, Sir..” Alex’s dick got harder just with that commands.
“You are a good boy, sweet one..” Peter pulled Alex’s face and kissed him.
“Thank you, Sir..” Alex blushed.
Peter walked out and Alex followed behind him then go to their bedroom. He moans alone as he tried go stuffed himself with the butt plug. He think about Sean’s when he pushed the butt plug in.
Peter on the other side started to grabbed his boyfriend and rubbed him. “Sean, you are so hot. I love you..” Peter got really turned on with his boyfriend.
“Peter! I’m cooking. I will be your dessert, I promised..” Sean chuckled.
“You are no fun..” Peter smacked Sean’s butt. Sean jumped but he laughed it off.
“Hey, Peter.. Why do Alex think he raped you?” Sean asked.
“Well, he didn’t but I told him he did before. I was angry and scared. I did tell him before when I am still married to Emma that he didn’t actually raped me. But he still believes he did.” Peter shrugged.
“You should never do that..” Sean threw a disappointed look.
“I was 22 and stupid. I apologize to him, I swear..” Peter sighed.
“Promised me you never do that again, okay?” Sean asked.
“Yes, I promised..” Peter kissed Sean’s cheeks.
Alex came out from the bedroom and he looked at the two men being intimate kind of makes Alex felt leave behind. He approached them slowly. Sean noticed him and smiled at Alex. But he kept enjoying being rubbed by Peter.
Sean stopped stirring and turn around to fully made out with Peter. Sean knew this will made Alex jealous but he likes to be playful like that. Alex comes closer to the pair. He waited Peter to gave him commands, but Peter just ignores him.
“Pete…” Alex pulled Peter’s shirt.
“Shut up..” Peter continues to make out with Sean. He started to unbuttoned Sean’s jeans. “Sean, you are so hot..”
Sean sighed and pushed Peter away. “Peter, you can’t just shove Alex away. We are in a throuple now. It’s okay to be playful and make him jealous but not okay to dismissed him.”
“You are the one that wants this to be throuple. I didn’t want it..” Peter rolled his eyes.
“Why?” Alex asked weakly.
“Because, I am in love with Sean. Not you..” Peter said it finally. “You can feel hurt or whatever, but I only love one man now and it is Sean. You are here because I can’t just let you get hurt by Emma.”
Alex took a deep breath. He feels the sadness creeping on him. “Do you want me to leave?”
“Yes?” Peter uncertain, because Sean seemed to like this whole throuple thing.
“No! Peter! Alex, this is your place. And I want Alex, so you can go and suck yourself if you don’t want him!” Sean yelled at Peter. He rarely got mad but this time he is. He just feels like Peter is being really mean to Alex.
“Fine.. I’ll go. I don’t care..” Peter went to the bedroom, he packed his bags and leave the two men that is in shock.
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