Hate Me Before You Love Me (BDSM/Mature)

Chapter 20. The Biological Father

"So you knew Kelly was putting your video online?" Sean shook his head in disbelief.
"She needed the money. I don't care about it. I just never thought that Peter would find it." Alex rolled his eyes.
"You lied to me and Peter. You said you did not cheat on him." Sean kept pushing Alex.
"I would not say it's cheating; I'm doing it for her job. But if you and Peter want to think so, then so be it. She understands me. Unlike you two." Alex kept scrolling through his phone like this was nothing.
"You see how he doesn't care about my feelings, right?" Peter stared at Sean.
"You cheated on me too, so what's the difference?" Alex stared at Peter now.
"You are okay with me having sex with Sean. We agreed on that. On the other hand, we can all catch something by not telling us you are sleeping with a professional sub!" Peter started to lose his temper.
"Just give me the divorce papers. I don't care anymore!" Alex stood up and stormed out.
"I will go for an annulment." Peter rubbed his forehead.
"Why?" Sean didn't understand.
"Because the prenuptial that we signed said so. If he cheated on me, I could annul it. We don't need to give spousal support with annulment." Peter sighed.
"Peter, are you really sure of this?" Sean holds Peter's hand.
"No, but I can't take it anymore. He is acting like a brat. He doesn't want to think about what would happen if someone else saw him on porn." Peter dropped his shoulders. "Might as well just burn our company to the ground, right?" Peter shook his head. "Alex is just stupid."
"Peter.. You and Alex need to sit down and talk with your therapist." Sean rubbed his forehead.
"You want me and Alex to talk this out? You were angry too, and you are not his husband!" Peter was pissed that Sean thinks this is something that can be fixed.
Sean stood up. "I'm going out. This is too much for me. Sorry.." Finally, Sean gave up talking about this with Peter. 
Peter took a deep breath and called his lawyer to talk about his divorce or annulments. Some parts of Peter still feel sad about his second marriage falling apart so quickly. He took a deep breath and pulled out the video. He shook his head. Maybe he still had some love for that reckless man after all, but Alex just kept hurting him up to the point that he was fed up with it. He rubbed his wedding ring and somehow his tears started to run down his cheeks.
There was an unexpected soft knock on the door. He wiped his tears away and proceeded to the door. He was startled when he opened the door.
"James?" With perplexed tones, Peter said.
"Hey, is Alex still around?" As he asked for Alex, James smiled.
"How come you're looking for him?" Peter inquired.
"He asked me to do the accounting for your new business?" James began to have reservations about his visit.
"Did you sleep with Emma?" Peter can't keep his curiosity at bay any longer.
"What? No, Alex was having an affair with Emma, not with me. Emma, on the other hand, always pretended I was accompanying her. I was never like that." That question irritated James. "Aside from that, I'm gay. And if there's anyone I'd rather sleep with than Emma or Alex, it's you." He was well aware that his face would flush as a result of his confession.
"Would it be okay if I tested your DNA?" Peter's interest has been piqued even further. So, in the end, the first test proved to be correct.
"And for what?" James has no idea why Peter asked that question.
"Please? This is something I needs." Peter exhaled a sigh.
"Fine.." James simply cannot keep his cool in front of Peter. Even if Peter wants to fuck him right now, he'll bend for Peter. He was always madly in love with Peter, and he never stopped.
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"So, your husband is mad at you? I'm sorry.. I feel horrible now." Kelly rubbed her head against Alex's chest.
"He won't be my husband any longer. I'm tired of him. He said that he wanted to add a woman to our sex life, but then he invited Sean instead, his ex. I mean, Sean is fantastic. But that is not what we talked about!" Alex pouted.
"What about your kids then?" Kelly tilted her head to look at Alex. She loves him so much.
"Well, Peter never knew that Russ and Bea were mine. So he'll take care of them and you can help me with Cody." Alex grinned. He grabbed Kelly's butt and then smacked it. "Kel, I want to do this with you."
"Did they know that the video was taken when you were on a break from Peter for the hundredth time?" Kelly smiled. She kissed Alex gently. They are still fully clothed, but all Kelly can think about is being tied down to the bed and Alex smacking her butt until it's sore.
"It doesn't matter anymore. I am done with Peter." Alex pulled Kelly's tank top down, exposing her boobs.
"You said that before. Like ten times or more." Kelly grabbed Alex's hand and put it on her small boobs. She loves it when Alex plays with her boobs. Alex pinched her nipples and pulled them. She yelps a little. She loves it.
"You are my little slut, aren't you?" Alex grinned. He pinched and twisted Kelly's nipples.
"Aahh.. Yes, master. I'm your dirty little slut." Kelly wants more of the pain. She loves the pain.
"Kel, let's move to New York." Alex sighed. It would be a lie if he said he was not in pain from Peter pushing him away again. "You will be my sweet slave. I will take care of you."
"And Cole? I know Chloe will not let you take Cody that far." Kelly stares at Alex.
"Can we just have sex? I don't want to think about this now?" Alex shook his head.
"Do you want to tie me down? Slap me? Or something else?" Kelly grinned.
Alex's phone suddenly buzzed. He peeked at his phone. It's Peter. "I need to answer this."
"Why? You said you don't want him anymore." Kelly pouts.
"I need this.." Alex shoved Kelly and picked up the phone.
Kelly almost cried. She got her hope so high that Alex wanted her finally, but she was always just the side chick. She loves Alex so much, and there is nothing in this world she would not do for Alex. She would gladly leave her job as a professional sub as long as Alex wanted her. She doesn't even want Alex's money; she just wants Alex.
"What is it now, Pete?" Alex sighed.
"James had showed up. He told me that you are, after all, the father of my child. Please, Alex, tell me the truth for once." Peter took a deep breath.
"Fine.. I'm the father of your children. And you're a bad husband. Are you happy now?" Alex cursed himself. He was aware that he had repeatedly harmed Peter. Peter is an excellent husband, but he and Emma were the source of the problem. "I'm sorry... I'm frustrated with myself." Alex sighed. "Pete, please punish me. Do whatever you want to me, but please forgive me." He felt tears stream down his cheeks.
"Forgive you?" Peter laughed. "Are you kidding me?"
"Pete, I'm not. I still love you." Alex burst into tears.
"Yeah? So, where are you now? I'm guessing you've moved on with the woman with whom you cheated on me. Yes?" Peter's voice became more hushed.
"Pete..." Alex was well aware that Peter was enraged by the sex tape. And now, he finally knew that Russ and Bea were his. He lied to Peter for years. Peter then hangs up the phone. On Kelly's couch, Alex sobbed. Why does he always get this wrong? Why can't he do the right thing like a normal human being when he loves Peter so much?
When Kelly came out of the bedroom, it broke her heart to look at Alex crying. "Alex, please forget him? I'll do whatever you want. Please? I'm begging you." Kelly sat next to Alex, holding his hand.
"I love him and I kept hurting him. What kind of sick person am I? I'm so fucked up. Peter is amazing. Why can't I be the nice, sweet boy he wants me to be? I lied to him every day all these years." Alex kept on crying. He wants to punish himself.
"I love you, Alex..." Kelly felt tears on her cheeks now.
"No.. Kel, please. I love Peter. I slept with Emma, so Peter left her. I'm obsessed with Peter. I never stopped loving him. But I'll never be good enough for him.." Alex wiped his tears. "I'm going to go. I'm sorry, Kel. I'm stupid." Alex stood up and grabbed his stuff. He drove home after that.
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With one hand, Peter grabbed Bea and carried her to the camper van while the other hand held onto Russ' hand. He just packed some clothes and food. He needs a break from Alex. Cole looked so sad when Peter said that he couldn't take him along without Alex's permission. Cole begged to come, but Peter knew it was illegal to do that. He promised Cole that he would be back for him. Peter asked Sean to come, but he said he wanted to be with Cole. He knew Cole was really upset. Cole never really grew close to Alex. Peter is much more of a father to him than Alex could ever be. 
As Peter was on the gate, Alex's car arrived too and blocked his way. Alex got out of his car and stood in front of the van, crying. Peter got so angry with Alex's behavior that he always made him feel like he was the one that was hurting Alex. So, Peter got out and got inside Alex's car and moved it away from the camper van.
"Pete.. Please..." Alex grabbed on to his husband as Peter came out of Alex's car.
"Get away from me. I can't stand you anymore." Peter was trying to shove Alex away.
"I slept with Emma because I wanted you to find out she cheated on you. Because I want to break your marriage apart. Because I'm jealous of your marriage. Because I never stopped loving you! I'm sorry..." Alex sobbed.
"You could have told me the truth!" Peter yelled at Alex.
"I know.. I'm sorry, Pete. I love you, please.." Alex buried his face in Peter's crotch. It's his favorite place. The musky smells of Peter intoxicate him.
"I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry. I need to go." Peter kept pushing Alex away.
"Dad, let them go." In the background, a soft voice said it. "I'm not sure what happened, but I'm sure you hurt Peter badly. So, please let them go." Cole's gaze is drawn to his father.
Peter took a deep breath and approached Cole as soon as he heard his wounded voice. He dragged Alex behind him on his legs like a child. Alex finally let him go after he hugged Cole. Alex was aware that he was their biological father, but they all adored Peter, not him.
"Cole, I'll stay for you. I apologize. I should never abandon you. I promised you I would not abandon you, but I did." Peter still hugged the adolescent. Cole encircled Peter with his arms.
"Cole, I'll stay for you. I apologize. I should never abandon you. I promised you I would not abandon you, but I did." Peter still hugged the teenager. Cole sobbed as he wrapped his arms around Peter. "Take Russ and Bea back. I'll be right there with you. Okay?" Cole's head was kissed by Peter. He pushed Cole away while forcing a smile. Cole grabbed his siblings and drove away, leaving Peter and Alex in the driveway. Peter shoved Alex away one more time. "I'm staying for Cole's sake. You and I are finished." As Peter drove away from Alex, he said.