Hate Me Before You Love Me (BDSM/Mature)

Chapter 27. The Fall Out

Alex sat in his wheelchair and on the pool deck of Ken's penthouse. It has been a week since he saw Peter get a blowjob from Ken. He never asked Peter to explain it. Peter said he was sorry, and Alex just said that he knew what it meant when they decided to move in with Ken.
Ken rubbed Alex's shoulder from behind. "Baby, can we talk?" he whispered, then he gently kissed Alex's cheeks.
"Sure.." Alex slowly rubbed Ken's hand.
"I'm sorry about the blowjob. I know I told you this a hundred times, but I meant it.." Ken took a deep breath and rubbed his beard against Alex's cheeks.
"You and Peter need to stop saying sorry. You are his boyfriend. You should never apologize for that," Alex stopped, then he turned his wheelchair around. "Ken, if I die, would you take care of my kids and Peter? He deserves someone nice like you." Alex's face turned sad, and he looked down to avoid looking at Ken.
"Alex, don't say that, please. Peter will be devastated if he loses you too. He's not even done mourning for Emma." Ken kneeled down, then took both of Alex's hands and kissed it.
"I don't deserve him. I can't even take care of myself and I am on my thirty. He helped me with taking a dump now. How pathetic is it? Huh?" Alex tried to hold back his tears so hard.
"You'll get better.." Ken sighed. "You know, Peter said that he and I would never last because he loves you too much," he chuckled sarcastically.
"Ken.. you are an amazing man and Peter loves you. I want you and Peter to be happy. You helped me a lot." Alex hugged Ken. "I love you.."
"Oh, Alex.. I love you too, darling.." Ken reciprocated the hug.
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It was the first night ever after the whole accident that Peter spent a naked night with Ken. It was wonderful and amazing, but that made him sad. He felt like he had betrayed Alex. He loves Alex, but why is he so happy to spend the night without him? He felt guilty that he had fun with Ken and that was not what he was supposed to feel. He was supposed to feel happy that he had two men who trusted him with their hearts. But all he felt was pressure. No one told him to choose. Alex and Ken love each other.
His eyes weren't closing while his lover was already asleep an hour ago. So, he pushed Ken away and got out of the bed. He sneaked into his bedroom with Alex, and he saw his husband sleeping tightly. But suddenly, his phone started to buzz, so Peter's instinct was to grab the phone, go outside, and pick up the call. It was Kelly on the other end of that call.
"Alex, oh thank goodness you are okay. Look, our last time was horrible. But, I don't understand why you just stopped talking to me and with five thousand dollars suddenly added to my account. I don't understand.." Kelly flooded words to the man who hadn't even said a word since he picked up the call.
"Kelly, this is Peter.." Peter sighed. Alex spent five thousand dollars on this girl.
"Is Alex okay?" Kelly suddenly sounded worried.
"He got into an accident but he's fine.. well, he's wheelchair bound for now. But it can be worse." Peter said it like it was a joke.
"What?!" Kelly was shocked from that news and she felt like she's an asshole for keep bugging Alex while Peter had to take care of him.
"Do you want to see him? I can text you our address." Peter asked with a flat tone.
"Peter, do you even love him?" Kelly felt so weird that Peter didn't even have a flicker of jealousy.
"I bathed him, I helped him take a dump, and I paid for all his hospital bills while he spent five thousand dollars on you. I guess no, I don't love him." Peter clenched his jaws. For once, he is angry with this woman. 
Kelly hung up after that. Peter wanted to curse so badly, but when he turned around, he saw Alex staring at him. "Who is that?" Alex asked.
"Your girlfriend, I picked it up, so it doesn't wake you up. Sorry.." Peter threw the phone into Alex's laps. He walked away from Alex.
"Pete.. what did I do now?" Alex sighed. Every time he thinks that Peter would forgive him, Some other stupidity of his in the past popped and ruined it.
"Nothing. You are perfect. But I'm not and that's why after you recover, I'm packing my bags and my kids to move to another state and start a new life." Peter clenched his jaws.
"I'll leave. You will have guardianship of Cody. I'm the one that needs to leave you alone. That was what I was doing, by the way, when that accident happened." Alex chuckled. "Ken loves you and he's a great guy.."
"I'm tired.." Peter sighed, then he pushed Alex's wheelchair to their bedroom. He lifted Alex and put him back on the bed. "Sleep tight.." Peter kissed Alex's forehead and stood up but Alex pulled his wrist.
"Pete.. I'll be your sweet one.. anything you want.." Alex's lips were shaking, and he tried to hold his tears so badly.
"Just sleep, my sweet one. I love you.." Peter forced a smile, then kissed his husband.
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