Hate Me Before You Love Me (BDSM/Mature)

Chapter 19. Sex Tape??

Two weeks after that weekend, Sean finally moved in to the compound. Alex and Peter introduced Sean as their close friend who would help with the finances of their company. Sean's tiny house is attached to Alex's and Peter's, so he can go back and forth without anyone knowing.
Peter was busy in the factory that morning, so it's only Alex that is in the house welcoming Sean. Alex wore his maid attire to welcome Sean. Alex enjoyed role playing so much after his first play with Peter in LA that he shopped for a bunch of new costumes to wear daily. At the top of his attire is a black vest with a white collar. He wore a black lace teddy inside the vest, and of course, his cock cage and also his collar. Sean smiled as he saw Alex dressed up so pretty for him. All he can think about is bending Alex down and fucking him hard, but he doesn't even know if he is allowed to have sex just with Alex or Peter.
Alex hugged Sean. "Welcome home!" He smiled.
Sean kissed Alex's lips gently. Then he kind of panics because he should never treat Alex like his boyfriend. He is the third wheel now, and he wonders if this is what the men that he and Clay have sex with feel.
"That's a sweet kiss!" Alex buried his face in Sean's shoulders now.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that." Sean sighed while still holding Alex.
"Why not?" Alex cocked his head towards Sean.
"I don't know.. I mean, you are a married man, and we haven't talked about ground rules." Sean dropped his shoulder.
"Well, you are my partner and Peter's partner. You can date anyone else too, but we probably want you to get tested if you sleep with different partners all the time. Just so we can be saved, you know.." Alex wrapped his arms around Sean's neck.
"So, I can have sex with you or Peter exclusively?" Sean asked.
"I don't see why not. But Peter is not here this morning. He is busy with the production problem. So only you and me. What do you want me to do first? I can suck you or you can slap my butt cheeks. Or fuck me, because my hole is always open and ready." Alex chuckled.
"You look amazing, Alex.." Sean kissed Alex's lips again.
"Hmm.. pick! What do you want me to do for you!" Alex insisted.
"Can I just get some rest first?" Sean chuckled.
"Fine.. You and Peter are the same. Always making me have blue balls!" Alex pretended to pout.
"I'm just tired. But the truth is that I want to fuck you so badly. I'm just really tired now. I'm sorry dear." Sean kissed Alex's cheeks.
"What do you want to eat for lunch? I can order it to the chef!" Alex smiled.
"I don't know. What are you having?" Sean grabbed Alex's wrist. He sat down on the couch and put Alex on his lap, straddling him.
"Hmm.. I love this position.." Alex giggled. "I ordered some salad and a veggie burger."
"Veggie burger? Since when did you start to eat that kind of pretentious meal, Alex?" Sean grabbed Alex's butt and pushed him closer.
"Since Emma passed away, Peter made sure I had to eat right. I don't like it, but if it makes Peter happy, then I will do it." Alex rested his head on his arms, which were wrapped around Sean's neck.
"Did you invite me here just because Peter wanted it?" Sean started to have a little doubt after that confession because it seemed like Alex might just want to make Peter happy.
"No. That is my pure evil selfishness." Alex chuckled. "So, what do you want to eat?" Alex pulled himself back a little.
"Pasta maybe? I don't know." Sean stole another kiss from Alex's lips.
"What does grilled chicken alfredo with fettuccine sound like to you?" Alex asked without getting distracted by the kiss.
"Sounds great." Sean smiled.
Alex slid down and walked to the phone. He ordered Sean's pasta and his veggie burger. Then he walked back to Sean, but this time he sat next to Sean. "Um.. Can I call you babe?" Alex giggled.
"Isn't that your pet name for Peter?" Sean chuckled.
Alex opened his lips but then he hesitates. The truth is, Peter has been distance to him after that weekend. "Can I tell you a secret?" Alex finally said.
"Hmm? Is it going to get me in trouble with Peter?" Sean cocked his head.
"Peter barely talked to me these past two weeks. We never even had any more scenes after that weekend. We did some roleplay, but he was not that excited about doing it. Did I do something wrong?" Alex took a deep breath.
"Maybe he doesn't like you not telling him about James?" Sean holds Alex. "I don't know, Alex. Peter always buried his thoughts, then he got upset with us even more. The cycle continues."
"I don't even know if James really is the kids' father.." Alex shook his head.
"Can I try to talk to him?" Sean rubbed Alex's back.
"If he came home early enough, in the past week, he never came to the bedroom before 11 pm. If I try to talk to him, he will just cover himself with the blanket. What did I do wrong, really?" Alex sighed.
"Hey, you are pretty now. Don't ruin it." Sean kissed Alex's cheeks.
The rest of the day, they spent it getting Sean settled in to the new house. Alex kept teasing Sean, but they held themselves for a day because Sean just wanted Peter's approval before he and Alex had sex. He feels like it was not right to just do it. He still feels like he's the other man. Alex doesn't even want to go to his bedroom that night. He fell asleep crying next to Sean. Sean had to slowly push him away when he heard some noises downstairs. When Peter was drunk and angry, he made some mess at Sean's place.
"Peter!" Sean ran and grabbed Peter as he almost fell onto the coffee table. "Peter, what the hell?" Sean was angry with Peter for the mess.
Peter pushed Sean away. "Oh, fuck you."
"What did I do wrong this time?" Sean grabbed Peter again. Peter mumbled, but he barely made enough sense. Sean took him to the other house so they wouldn't wake Alex up. He dropped Peter on the couch. Peter pulled Sean aside and kissed him. Peter cried after that. "What's wrong, Peter?"
"Alex.. He.." Peter sniffled.
"Alex cried about you. Just so you know." Sean sighed.
"Alex is leaving me.." Peter cried.
"No he's not. What is this, Peter? You ruined your marriage. Did you do this to sabotage your marriage? What is wrong with you?" Sean feels like he doesn't know Peter right now. Peter, who fell in love, is confident and sweet. This one is negative and sabotaging his own relationship instead of taking good care of it.
"Everything.. I don't think I am in love with Alex anymore.." Peter gave a drunken chuckle.
"Peter, you said to me, Alex will leave you. Now you said you don't love Alex anymore. What are you saying? I don't understand.." Sean sighed.
Peter finally grabbed his phone. He showed Sean an email. "Alex mistakenly sent this to me instead of Cass. He lied to me again. manipulating me again. But then I realized, I'm not even mad. I.." Peter shook his head. "I don't love him anymore." Peter drunkenly chuckled.
"Peter.." Sean did not expect to be in the middle of a mess like this. Peter overthinking everything, Alex just asks Cass if they can meet up again someday. "I think you are too drunk. But, you really need to talk to Alex before making some conclusions."
Peter finally buried his head on Sean's chest and cried. "I'm a loser.."
"Peter.." Sean pushed him away. "I can't be here if you want to act like this. You left me with Alex before. And I am not doing that again." Sean finally stood up and left a drunk Peter on the couch. He saw Alex standing up next to the stairs leading to the bedroom, rubbing his eyes. Sean just shook his head and went straight to the bedroom. Alex left, standing there with a confused look.
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For a few days, Alex told Sean to give him and Peter some space. Peter insisted that Alex had cheated on him again with Cass, and Alex said Peter was being ridiculous. Sean, on the other hand, does not want to get caught in the middle of their relationship outburst again.
Peter still refused to talk to Alex after all the yelling that occurred the morning after Peter came home drunk. Because of his wild accusations, Alex had a feeling that Peter had sex with someone that night. It's already been two days of silence from Peter and Alex. He just couldn't take it anymore, so he said to Peter that he would fuck some woman for real and then leave the house.
Alex is currently sitting in a cafe waiting for Kelly to come. He really just wants to blow the steam off. Kelly is a professional sub, whom Alex has hired before when he wanted to be a dom. Alex does explore the dominant side of him, especially before Peter. He did not love it, but it was still interesting for him to practice it once in a while.
Kelly is red-haired and has a few tattoos on her arms and thighs, which makes her hot in Alex's opinion. She is skinny but not model skinny. Her height is 5'4", which makes it easy for Alex to just carry her around. For Alex, the most amazing aspect of her is her pain tolerance and her ability to have orgasm over and over again.
But Alex's relationship with her is always strictly business, meaning he always has to pay for her service. They did talk about a relationship at some point, but Alex was hesitant because of her job. Kelly doesn't want to leave her job because she loves it. Kelly has been struggling ever since the pandemic, like most people who have the same job. Since the pandemic, Alex has slipped her a hundred dollars a month since the pandemic because he cares about her.
Alex knew that having sex with Kelly would practically be over with his marriage. But he is tired of Peter accusing him of something that he never did. He and Peter always have this problem. They are both stubborn. When Alex texted Kelly, she responded right away since she was grateful for Alex's contribution without using her service, most of the time. Kelly said that Alex doesn't even need to pay and that he can do anything to her today.
Kelly arrived with a smile. She hugged Alex and sat across from him at the table. But she noticed right away that Alex wore a wedding ring. "So, you are married now? Who's the lucky lady?" She smiled. It broke her heart a little, even though she knew that a man like Alex would never marry her.
Alex shook his head. "Can you give me one moment? Sorry.." Alex stood up and went outside the cafe. He called him Sean. Sean picked it up within a few rings. "Hey.."
"Oh, hey.. Where are you? Why are you calling me?" Sean chuckled.
"I'm about to make the biggest mistake of my life. I'm in a cafe with a professional sub. I'm about to have sex with her." Alex doesn't really know what he expects Sean to tell him.
"Alex, you and Peter really need to talk. Not this." Sean sighed. He should have known that this would never end well.
"He doesn't want to talk to me! He just assumed I had cheated on him again. I don't like that!" Alex started to raise his voice. He should not be yelling at Sean. He is mad at Peter, not Sean.
"Alex, just come to my place and we'll talk, okay?" Sean knew he would be in such a mess.
"I'm sorry, Sean. I'm going to have sex with her." Alex hung up.
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"Peter, please just call him." Sean rubbed his head.
"No! He decided to cheat on me again!" Peter threw his phone away. He was angry.
"You two are kids! You know that? And you both always put me in the middle! I hate it!" Sean finally lost his cool.
"Sean.." Peter grabbed Sean's arms as he tried to walk away. "I'm sorry, you shouldn't be in the middle of this. You were right. But, can you stay with me? If he has sex with someone else, I want that too." Peter looked down.
"Oh come on! That's just to make me literally in the middle of this mess!" Sean shoved Peter's hands away.
Suddenly, the front door was opened and Alex walked in, but he was not alone. He brought Kelly with him. "Peter, this is Kelly. I want to be with her for a scene. You can join me or do something else with Sean, or whatever. But, I want you in this if you don't mind. She's a professional sub." Alex bites his lip. He wants this and he just hopes that Peter will want to participate in it.
Peter slapped Alex. "Are you crazy?" Peter is so angry with that outlandish offer. "If you do it with her, you leave this house today! I don't want to ever see you again for anything else than something to do with business!" Peter drew Sean away.
"Peter, you're hurting me." Sean was trying to release himself, but Peter pulled him harder.
"PETE! Stop it!" Finally, Alex yanked Peter's hand from Sean.
"What is it now? You want Sean to see your scene too? He's gay!" Peter yelled at Alex and shoved him away.
Alex fell to the floor. He cried. "Why are you like this?!" Alex sobs on the floor.
"Peter! What the hell is wrong with you?" Sean walked to Alex and sat on the floor next to him. Sean hugged Alex.
"He cheated on me, again. That's what's wrong with me! Okay?" Peter stared at his two lovers.
Sean shook his head. "I'm sorry. I can't do this anymore." He stood up and walked away.
"I'm going to Sean's place. You'll get the divorce papers tomorrow." Peter walked away, following Sean.
Sean cried in the bedroom because of all the drama that had just happened. But Peter followed him and stood next to Sean.
"I'm sorry I hurt you. And I'm sorry I put you in the middle of this again. I love you.." Peter finally said what he needed to say.
"You can just tell Alex that you have stopped loving him and that you are in love with me. Instead of accusing him of cheating on you." Sean tilted his head to look at Peter.
"Because he really cheated on me.." Peter sighed. He pulled out his phone that he had thrown away a while ago and showed Sean the right email this time. "This was before LA and I thought that I could fix it by inviting you to have sex with us. But, I realized when I saw that picture that I didn't feel anything." He sat on Sean's bed now.
Sean looked at the picture. It was Alex with Kelly. "Peter, why don't you tell him this?" Sean now felt guilty for believing Alex and blaming Peter for all the drama. He didn't know that Peter was hurting the whole time. "Why didn't you tell me sooner?" He added.
"I don't know, I'm scared? I don't know, Sean." Peter held Sean's hand.
"Can I.." Sean bites his lower lips. Sean is attracted to Peter when he's vulnerable. He wants to have sex with Peter now.
"Whatever you want, Sean. I love you." Peter climbs up on top of Sean. He took off his shirt in one swift move.
"Hmm.." Sean mumbled his excitement. He pulled Peter's face and started making out with him. The kiss was slow and intimate. One of his hands is on Peter's neck and the other one is rubbing Peter's bare back. His cock started to twitch.
"Fuck Sean. I miss this.." Peter's breath started to get faster. He is excited about this. He took Sean's clothes off and unzipped his pants. "Sean, can I bottom this time?" Peter asked.
"Whatever you want, baby. I love you.." Sean reached in and kissed Peter.
Peter smiled and stripped himself off of his pants. His hands worked on Sean's dick. Sean moaned as Peter teased his cock. Peter sucked on Sean's balls and Sean grabbed the pillow as that sensation made him moan louder. Peter finally pulled Sean's pants off. Sean released his breath that he had been holding. He put his hand on Peter's hair and pushed his head into his cock once Peter came back from stripping him.
Peter looked up as he was pushed deep into Sean's cock. Sean is the prettiest man he's ever been with. Peter loves how Sean keeps his private parts shaved and smelling great. Sometimes, Peter wants to stay next to Sean's dick at all times.
"Peter lay on your belly. I want to give you the pleasure too.." Sean said.
Peter enthusiastically laid on his belly. Sean parted Peter's buttcheeks apart and started to lick and tease Peter's hole with his tongue. Peter buried his face under the pillow. Peter cursed and moaned as he felt his prostate being teased by Sean's tongue. Peter felt his cock was about to burst from all the pleasure.
"Sean.. please stop. I need your cock, please.." Peter can't take it anymore. He wants to cum with Sean's dick inside him.
Sean flipped Peter and grabbed the lube from his nightstand and put some on his cock. "Do you want me to open it up first?" Sean asked. He knew that Peter does not usually bottom, but he felt like Peter's hole was lost from the rimming.
"No, just do it slowly.." Peter wants Sean's cock inside him right now.
Sean pushed the head of his cock inside Peter's hole slowly. Peter tensed up a little. "Baby, relax your hole.." Sean kissed Peter's lips. Peter nodded and relaxed himself. Sean slowly pushed his cock inside again, and this time Peter's hole accepted it well. Sean started to move himself in and out slowly. Peter groaned, and he felt full from the insertion.
"Are you okay?" Sean rubbed Peter's cheeks.
"I'm fine.. please.. just continue.." Peter tried to relax himself.
Sean finally got into a rhythm. He grabbed Peter's dick and stroked it with his hand. His stomach bounced on Peter's balls. He goes faster, thrusts and builds up the excitement. They finally orgasm almost simultaneously.Sean filled Peter's hole well and collapsed next to him. Peter's load was on his stomach, so he reached into the tissue box and wiped himself, then threw the tissue to the floor.
"I love you.." Sean put his head on Peter's shoulder.
"Sean, are you going to raise my kids as yours?" Peter holds his breath.
"You don't even say you love me back." Sean pouts.
"I'm sorry. But, my kids are important. If you don't want them.." Peter sighed.
"Peter, you are still married." Sean kissed Peter's cheek and then stood up. "I'm not comfortable making commitments with you. I'm sorry." Sean holds his breath. "How did you get that picture of Alex anyway?"
"Porn.." Peter closed his eyes.
"What?!" Sean looked at Peter. "Did Alex know? He should sue.." Sean shook his head.
"I don't think so. But, he is paying some girl to have sex with him and I found it out on porn!" Peter clenched his jaws.
"Peter, tell Alex about this. And talk to him about the divorce first, then we can talk about us, okay?" Sean gave a bitter smile.
"Fine.. I love you. Now, lay here on my side. You may even keep your dick inside me." Peter chuckled.