Hate Me Before You Love Me (BDSM/Mature)

Chapter 28. Getting Pregnant

"Pete.. I need to talk to you.." Alex leaned into Peter in the bed. Bella went to the city to meet up with some friends, so it's just the two of them.
"Sure, baby.." Peter put down his books and hugged his husband.
"The break up.." Alex sighed. He was hesitant to talk about it.
"I don't want to talk about it. We are done with Ken." Peter clenched his jaws.
"I'm sorry.." Alex looked at Peter with sad eyes.
"It's fine, baby.. we moved on and I am happy. Bella is great." Peter tilted Alex's face towards him and then kissed his husband's soft lips.
"Pete, I know you want to have a baby on your own. You know, the reason for the break up.." Alex bites his lower lips.
"We're going there, aren't we.." Peter scoffed.
"I'm sorry, Pete. I talked to Bella a few days ago. And I.." Alex sighed again. He knew that bringing this up was horrible.
"Can I think about it? I mean, Bea and Russ are still so small.." It is now Peter's turn to sigh.
"Bella is not that young, baby.." Alex pressed his lips.
"I know.." Peter held his husband tightly.
".. and you know, the first pregnancy is more dangerous after thirty-five.."Alex knew he would irritate Peter at some point, and they would fight again like usual.
"You are in love with her, aren't you?" Peter kissed his husband's head, and there was some sadness sinking into his heart. Maybe his marriage to Alex is not salvageable anyway.
"Oh, Pete.. please don't go there.." Alex pouted now. "I only love you. But I care about her.."
"What if we are too broken to fix?" Peter took a deep breath.
Alex chuckled. "Well, I'm broken, you are not.. I wish I was a better person.."
"You do know that it is very unlikely that I could get Bella pregnant, right? Are you going to lie to me again and make me think the baby was mine, again?" Peter took a deep breath.
"I got a vasectomy when we were apart. I'm a slut, you know.." Alex smiled bitterly.
"Alex.." Peter just hugged his husband. "I love you, my little slut.." Peter chuckled.
"What about that sexy nurse outfit? Can I put it back on?" Alex giggled.
"Alex.. um.. if I ever want to do it with Bella, are you okay with it?" Peter kept kissing Alex and grabbed him closer.
"Can I breast feed them?" Alex giggled.
"Well, that's not.." Peter shudders.
Alex laughed. "Fine.. Do you love Bella?"
"Why are you asking? You said you don't love her. " Peter was considering what he needed to say. He is in love with Bella, but not as much as he loves Alex. But he's scared that Alex would be jealous and engage in destructive behavior again.
"Fine.. I love her, but I love you more. If that makes sense?" When he checked on Peter's expression, Alex looked worried.
Peter chuckled. "Same.. see, it is easier to trap you if you admit it first," he laughed but continued to hug Alex tightly.
"So.. we're trying with Bella?" Alex gave a hopeful look to Peter.
"I guess we are.." Peter squeezed Alex tightly.
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Peter had been very moody since he got into some treatments to help him and Bella have a baby. Like today, he didn't speak a word to Bella or Alex all day. It makes them very worried. Alex told Bella to stay at her room that night so he could talk to Peter in private. Peter managed to have sex with Alex without much talking and just a bunch of mumbling and grunting.
Peter was not upset with Alex or Bella, but he had a lot on his mind, mostly about money. He remembered that raising a baby needs a lot of money and help. He doesn't even know what he will tell his parents. His parents could never grasp the idea of this polyamory stuff. Also, what will they tell Bella's family? Should they move to the city to avoid their judgement? Can Bella handle four kids, one of whom is a newborn baby? He was overthinking everything. His brain was so busy inside, he just didn't want to speak much to his partners. But Alex kept nagging him about what was wrong with him and that he really should not keep this a secret. Peter explained what was on his mind after they made love that night, and Alex just chuckled. He calmed Peter down by saying that he would do anything in his power to take care of Peter and Bella this time. Peter took care of his kids for years, and this is the only way he can make amends for it. And Alex's promises calmed Peter a little; he fell asleep as a small spoon that night, unlike most nights.
The next night, since it was Friday night, they tucked the kids in a little early. Alex prepared Bella for a scene by putting her in bondage. Bella used a lace bra and underwear, and Alex prepared the cuffs for her. He asked Bella to put her hands between her legs and then hooked her wrist cuff to her thigh restraints. He stuffed Bella's butthole with a plug, so if he wants to use it, it's ready for him. Because he knew that Peter wanted to try and go bind him again, Alex put cuffs on his wrists and ankles too. Peter was still not convinced that Alex had recovered enough to do a scene, but he promised that he might try.
Peter came in to the sight of Bella bounded and laying on his husband's lap trying to lick Alex's dick. Peter felt he had fallen in love with Alex all over again. Bella looks so beautiful too, he felt that for once everything is right and he's happy with that. Peter locked the door and took off his clothes. He walked towards his lover and kissed Alex. He saw Alex preparing Bella well and he praised Alex for that.
Peter pushed Bella to lie on her side. He pulled Alex to stand up in front of him. He grabbed Alex's hair and pulled his head backwards, then started to suck on Alex's neck. He turned him around and smacked Alex's butt one time, then took Alex's wrists, bound them on the back, and smacked Alex's butt one more time. He pulled Alex closer against his body and rubbed his dick on Alex's butt. Peter's hand was cupping Alex Dick and balls that were bound by a cock ring. Peter wants to fuck Alex so badly, but he needs to get Bella pregnant. He shoved Alex away and climbed to the bed and moved Bella around so her butt was propped up. Peter can see that Bella was trying to rub her clit with her bounded hand. So he smacked her butt four times, and Bella begged for more.
Peter grabbed Alex closer and started to kiss him passionately. And when they stopped, Peter shoved Alex's face into Bella's pussy. Alex obediently licked Bella's hole and clit, making the woman squirm and moan. Peter stood up and grabbed a long crop from the toy box. He started to slap Bella's back with the crop. Bella enjoyed this so much she kept asking for more. But Peter only used it ten times. He put away the crop, then unhooked Bella's wrists from her thigh and manhandled her to lie on her back. He hooked her wrist to the headboard. Peter did a check up on Bella and she said she's fine. Peter adjusted his checking since Alex requested him to do it less, but Peter still wanted to make sure that their scene was safe for everyone. Peter told Alex to stuff Bella's mouth with Alex's cock, so Alex moved next to Bella's head and fed her his cock.
Peter pulled Bella's breast out and started to pull the nipples. Bella moaned from the sensation. Peter took Bella's panty off and spread her legs open. Peter started to finger Bella's hole while licking on her clit. Bella felt like she was about to explode from orgasm. She loved this so much.
When Peter stopped fingering Bella's hole, he swiftly unhooked his husband's cuff and told Alex to step out of the bed. Peter unhooked Bella's cuff from the headboard and asked her to lie on top of him. Peter slid his hard dick inside Bella and asked Alex to kneel behind Bella and fuck Bella's butthole at the same time.
As soon as both of her holes were filled by two big cocks, she tried to move around. Every time she slides those cocks in, she feels like she's about to orgasm. Every movement took her closer to her climax. She wants this every night for the rest of her life. But she knew that this was all temporary. Why would men like Peter and Alex want her except for sex?
Bella never had a boyfriend that treated her better than Peter and Alex, and that said a lot. Because Peter and Alex never even took her out on a date. They are good to Bella and take care of her very well, but it's just too complicated to explain. One of Bella's ex-boyfriends beat her up without her consent. The other one was a gambler who was so close to selling Bella to the people that he owed money to. The last one before this was a serial cheater.
Bella knew she was always a submissive girl, so being with Peter and Alex was perfect for her. She learned that BDSM could fulfill her submissiveness in a healthy way. Bella felt safe when she was around Peter and Alex. Sure, Peter and Alex smacked her, but with her consent. They never hit her in the face like her ex. They took care of her financially, and she knew what she was doing when the married couple asked if she wanted this. Her only concern was that she was in love with both of these men. It will be a painful breakup when they get tired of her.
Alex and Peter both unloaded inside Bella and she felt happiness explode as she orgasmed along with her partners. They cleaned up and helped Bella lay between them. Peter got out as usual to make them something; he's just the sweetest man. Alex hugged her and put some lotion on her breasts and buttocks. Bella suddenly felt overwhelmed by the reality that she might lose these two beautiful men. She cried so hard that night.
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