Stuff I write and find

Part 1 Enjoy <3

You said I can tell you anything but when I tell you, you just keep telling me to fake a smile and there is nothing wrong with me.

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How is it?

I can feel absolutely everything and absolutely nothing all at the same time

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Her words saved others but with every healing word, 

she opened up a cut within herself because while she was bandaging others,

she was bleeding herself dry

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When life gives you lemons,

squeeze them in peoples eyes.

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She's addicted to the song lyrics that spill her heart out for her

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We judge people for judging people because judging people is wrong

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They judge me like a picture book,

by the colours,

like they forgot how to read

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I'm a girl but when I'm mad I'm an evil sadistic demon spawned bitch from hell that'll make you wish you were never born... When I'm happy, I bake muffins and shit

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Shoot all the bluejays you want,

if you can hit 'em, 

but remember it's a sin to kill a mockingbird

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The streets are lonely,

the lamposts with no light,

as I close my eyes I fit in with it all.

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On her break the waiter sits and shares her sadness

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The truth is, 

I could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath,

I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt.

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The street grows quite 

the guitar player afraid to stop

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