Stuff I write and find

Part 48 Enjoy <3

People suck.

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Like puppets we are all controlled by someone of higher power

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Drag me through hell as long as in the end I get to see your face again

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I can't love myself so I try to find someone else who will

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My skin is burning

And my heart is on fire

But my eyes are pouring water

And my wrists are pouring blood

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The darkness is all I have

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I love you but I'm to scared that I'll loose you

- The story of my life

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If I died would you really care

Because all I can think about is your crocodile tears

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Each scar,

Cut,

Bruise,

Is a memory.

Don't be ashamed of them

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My blood can paint the white roses so please, please, please Alice let me come with you

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Are you breathing or are you living?

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Can't we just be lonely together?

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Tell me to stay

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I care about you more than I care for myself

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I'm a sad, sick, twisted teen and it is such a fucking tragedy

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I sin but I am no devil darling

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Did you cry?

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I really just want to talk to someone about my feelings and my past

and my thoughts and I know I can't and that kills me

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I'm so fucked up and my heart is as cold as a icicle so I have no

idea how someone will ever love me,

I guess I'll just die alone

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And then he asks "What scares you?"

And for once I answer the truth "Myself"

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I try and explain but the words become stuck in my throat

and my eyes start welling up and my nightmares start showing again

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