Stuff I write and find

Part 40 Enjoy <3

I see you two kissing now and it makes me feel sick knowing what you have done to him.

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You dare compare me to her.

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I guess I just want what I can't have.

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I was a fool for you but you were never a fool for me.

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I can't stop loving you no matter how hard I try.

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I am so tired of my cracked broken smile because that smile just represents me. I am just broken. Humans are much like glass, we break easily and when we do there is no way to be put back together.

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I am too tired with arguing with you, do what you will but remember I won't be there when she breaks your heart.

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I saw him today walking home, he looked so happy, an old friend that I can never forget, I don't think he even remembers me.

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I close my eyes and keep quite, this room is dark full of crushed souls who died long ago, he sitting there next to me. In this room he was the only one who felt alive but still he sat with the dead, with me, staying calm. He was the only light in the room and I felt like I was just ruining his sunshine.

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I was panicking so much, the world was collapsing on me and all I was doing was ordering food that's what it is like living with social anxiety.

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I feel like I am losing everyone.

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All I wish is for you to hold me close and tell me you won't leave.

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