Stuff I write and find

Part 36 Enjoy <3

I feel so ugly it's unbelievable.

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I am like broken glass, I hurt you when you try to help me get back together again.

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So I laugh right? So I must be happy.

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People just don't care anymore about how fucked up I feel.

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It's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die.

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Everyone in my school finds me weird because I don't like hands, that what I say but I lie I don't like veins more importantly I don't like you touching my wrist it will bring back memories that I am trying so hard to forget and feelings I am trying so hard to not feel anymore.

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She ran away in her sleep and dreamed of paradise.

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You'll get it eventually.

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Oh how I do feel so very sick and tired all the time.

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How good do you have to be to be considered a 'good person'?

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Find what you love and let it kill you.

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Do I even deserve to live?

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We're going down this road with tears in our rear view mirrors.

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Hahahahaha, so I am overreacting hey? Fine so I will cut you and make you bleed till you can't breath and then you can tell me I am overreacting!

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Dear me,

One day I will make you proud.

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One big school full of fucking fake bitches.

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We are the kids you're parents warned you about.

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I was your curse,

And you were my disease.

I was saving you,

But you were killing me.

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There's comfort at the bottom of a swimming pool.

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We learn more from a three minute record than we ever learned at school.

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I have never had a kiss, or sneaked out of my house. I have never done any of those things and I feel like I might die before I get to do them.

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