Stuff I write and find

Part 23 Enjoy <3

Where do you see yourself in five years? I don't.

I'll be long gone.

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You saw me at my worst and then you left.

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 School makes me want to kill myself

A typical statement

Of our generation

A typical teen

Worthless in nature

With scars on her arms

And demons in her head

Everyone says

She's better off dead.

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I wish my ambition and dreams weren't crippled by my anxiety and self hatred.

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I feel like I am slowly dying. I live in constant fear everyday of my life. Sometimes I think I may as well be dead.

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I'm torn between being a good friend and being myself.

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I'm constantly made fun of and teased because I literally cannot make phone calls without my anxiety causing me to shut down and cry.

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 I'm terrible at making friends.

I can't talk to people until they talk to me first because I just assume that no one even wants to talk to me.

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Has anxiety - wants to get help - too anxious to get help. The never ending cycle.

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Anxiety is waiting in line and repeating your same order 20 times before actually ordering.

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It's getting harder and harder to talk to my best friends,

like they will judge me and cast me out with whatever I say.

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Here's to the teens who are told they aren't trying hard enough.

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anxiety is the worst. I literally just apologised for answering my friend when she asked me a direct question because I am pretty sure i annoyed her by speaking.

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Sometimes it scares me that I rely on music to help me through so much.

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You know when you're so anxious or stressed about something that you get sharp pains in your chest and you periodically feel like you're going to be sick?

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