Stuff I write and find

Part 17 Enjoy <3

It's okay I'm not that noticeable anyway...

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Why do my class laugh at me for my failures?

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Some promises you have to break.

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I discovered why older people always say me hair looks beautiful...

They use to hurt people like me and make them feel bad for being different,

pushed them until they cut, 

pushed them until they ended their life,

they feel guilty,

and it's the only way they know how to deal with it,

making sure I feel special...

But why didn't it work?

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Don't be easily defined,

be a mystery.

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Your lips are fucking heaven;

we kissed 

and stars spilled from my mouth for weeks

whenever I tried to speak.

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Is it normal to fall in love with someone your mind created?

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Damn all I can think about is pulling you in and kissing you.

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After years of crying,

I gave up trying,

my last gasping breaths was whispering your name...

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Standing...

Looking down at how small everyone really is,

all I can think about is in a matter of seconds my heart will have stopped beating

and blood will stain the pavement.

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I want to tell everyone how perfect you are, but I know that if I do they'll all fall in love with you too.

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You drifted out of my life like cigarette smoke;

Still clinging to my clothes and bedsheets.

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