Stuff I write and find

Part 30 Enjoy <3

Life is moving way to fast but way to slow to... I don't understand it.

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Be the person you needed when you were younger.

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Does life for anybody seem just empty. Like you dwell off of sadness in life only to be void of any happiness. How does one simply overcome such circumstances? Is determination and courage enough to persevere? All of which remains but a mystery to me.

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I understand that sadness and pain are needed in life to make us become better human beings. However, I feel as though our lives should be spared from all that. Even though physical experiences are key to successful lives and relationships I still stress the need for us all to be able to achieve happiness all throughout our lives.

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I’ve always wanted to be heard. Not for attention-seeking but just so that someone could take the time to understand how I feel inside; trapped lonely, sad, broken and lost. I want to be able to express how I feel so that I can one day be rid of all my worries and problems. All I need is for someone to reach out their hand and just hear me out.

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The annoying thing about anxiety is that it’s completely irrational 

It makes you forget your parents actually do love you 

It makes you forget your therapist doesn’t think you’re a needy little kid 

And surely your friends secretly hate your guts 

Anxiety makes you believe the world is an enormous place filled with nothing but terror that you’ll have to face all by yourself.

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You have such a huge fear of looking or feeling stupid 

That you keep criticizing everything you do 

Constantly trying to be in control 

Striving for perfection 

But tell me 

If you spend every minute of every day 

Tearing yourself down 

Are you really in control 

Or are your thoughts controlling you.

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