Stuff I write and find

Part 47 Enjoy <3 //I've started writing again

I need a fresh start

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All I can think about is the abyss and living with the soil in a wooden box

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You said you wouldn't leave but instead I did,

My soul is black and poisonous

And I finally leave this world so you can be happy once more

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The earth is only pretty for awhile

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Did you forget or just not remember,

that we promised we'd share our lives together

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My feet not touched the floor and a chair knocked down,

You kiss my lips and then you drown...

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We can't pretend forever so when will this end?

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I'm certain that it's time for me to let go

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My mind is clouded by the thought of you

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I think I may let go of it all,

The smiles

And the laughs

The people

And the goodbyes

I can't help it any more it's to hard to lie

I have to let go

Maybe that is all you'll ever know

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The stitches will come loose and the blood won't stop flowing just like my eyes

and I'm just a mess so please don't make it hard for me

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I'm trying to think of every reason to stay...

There aren't many...

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Don't grow up,

Die now and be pretty and young forever

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It's so sad, I often confuse reality with dreams

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It gets worse before it gets good

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Throw me against the wall and kiss me hard

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I must say I have a thing for the bad boys,

The ones filled with poison and bitterness

Yeah I like them

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When I die I will find my soul

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I don't like what I am now

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//Hey it's me (the writer) I have just started writing again so if you

could be a dear and like this and stuff it would be very much

appreciated because writing helps me cope with my screwed up

life//