Stuff I write and find

Part 11 Enjoy <3

I feel so fucking numb all the fucking time.

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I say I'm better,

that the way I felt when I was 9 is gone,

but I lie,

still I feel nothing,

still I am numb

and you know what you are so fucking dumb.

Why? 

For not seeing my dull,

dark eyes 

and my fake smiles.

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Let the rain fall.

It comforts me.

The sky shows my emotion.

I will stay here until the day my sunshine returns.

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I wish I knew what you think when my name is mentioned...

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No matter where you are or what you done,

no mater what you've seen or why've you run,

no matter how full the moon or hot the sun

I will always be here

for you...

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If you look in my eyes you will find me 

if you look in my heart you will find youtube...

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There's only one thing you need to know.

The stories you were told about monsters,

nightmares, legends

whispered around the camp fire 

they're all true.

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I didn't run away from you...

I walk s...l...o...w...l...y

and it kills me you don't care

enough to stop me...

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