Part 26 Enjoy <3

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by lydiaisamazing
by lydiaisamazing
                                    
                                              You may sometimes get caught under a rain cloud but a thunderstorm follows me around.
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                          He pulled the trigger hitting your already broken heart.

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                          One day I wish to live instead of just survive.
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                           Most days my demons are silent, but when they talk, oh, God, how they scream.
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                          I think one of my favorite feelings is laughing with someone and realizing half way through how much you enjoy them and their existence.
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                          I am
                          afraid
                          that if
                          I open
                          myself
                          I will not stop
                          pouring. (Why do i fear becoming
                          a river. What mountain
                          
                          gave me such shame)
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                          All I want is someone to sit on a rooftop with me at 4 in the morning and talk about our favourate music and our family problems and what they care for most.
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                          With or without you,
                          I’ll be thinking about you. 
                          For I have been blessed 
                          with the curse 
                          
                          of care.
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                          But mama I want a bad boy.
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                          And like the sea I am constantly changing from calm to hell.
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                          Love is giving someone the power to break you but trusting them not to.
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                          If your dreams don't scare you they are not big enough.
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                          He kissed her like her lips were air and he couldn't breath.
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                          I am constantly torn between I don't need anyone and hey please will you love me.
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                          I listen to music more than I listen to my parents.
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