Stuff I write and find

Part 34 Enjoy <3

You laugh at me because I am different, well then you really are fucked up aren't you.

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We need to teach people to stop slut shaming, it isn't your place to say how many people they have slept with.

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Will you remember me in 10 years?

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If I am lucky you will stay for a while.

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Who will protect the public when the police break the law.

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Fake smile.

Dead eyes.

Scratched wrists.

Bruised thighs.

White pill.

Rope tied.

Gun loaded.

Suicide.

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Silence is better than bullshit.

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Destruction is a form of creation.

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There are no maps to guide you when you're lost in your head.

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I keep it all inside because I'd rather the pain destroy me, than anyone else.

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Baby kiss me because then the gods will realize we will let nothing come between us.

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I am so lonely and all I fucking want is someone to be lonely with.

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All I see is black and white now and I never want to go back to seeing all those other boring, disgusting colours.

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I would do literally anything to escape this reality, even for a little bit.

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I wish I lived in a town with less sick judgemental bastards!

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There was only ever one boy who broke my heart and I wasn't even in love with him, he was my best friend, and he left me there suicidal and broken with no friends all alone and still everyday at school I see him and I can't help but wish I could talk to him and it to be like it was before...

He left me and the truth is if he asked me for something I would do it. I will always fucking forgive him and I hate it so much. But he will never do that he will never speak to me...

And I hate that he won't but by some miracle he needs help, I will always help. He left me because he wanted to. He was all I had and he left and maybe one day he will come back and I won't tell him to go I will be so fucking happy he came back. He left me broken, worn out, suicidal, depressed, anxious, alone and bullied and still I wish he would talk to me.

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