Goodbye | EreMika

Chapter 13

Mikasa's Point of view

The sun soon settled down meaning we had to go home. Carla picked us up and drive off. When we arrived infront of my house I unwrapped the scarf but Eren said to keep it I argued with him but he insisted. He said it's a reminder of him just in case we get separated I would have a reminder of him and the day we went to our old house and had a picnic on top of the hill.

This scarf also brings me comfort it reminds me of how Eren comforted me earlier. His comfort is very different from others. With him I feel safe, I feel like nothing would go wrong. It's weird sometimes I just wanna stay in his comfort.

I said goodbye to him and headed inside the house. I played with Soup and cooked dinner. After we ate dinner Levi and I talked a little. He said something about Hanji telling him that "No name" would play the school prom after the winner of the contest plays. He had no choice but to say yes since Miche also agreed and Hanji won't stop bothering him. Hanji also said that she will have her solo. The other teachers told Hanji they should play. And she agreed. After we talked I showered and went to sleep.

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I woke up and started to get ready for school. My cuts are now healed and they didn't leave that much scars. I can finally wear shirts with no sleeves again. I went to school, wearing Eren's scarf he smiled when he saw me wearing it. We then went and met up with the others.

The day went well no weird things at all. Not until lunchtime. We were eating together talking about stuff as usual but then suddenly Eren started to get really dizzy and he couldn't breath his heart monitor was beeping, we didn't know what it meant. We started to panick.

"Sasha go call a teacher or the nurse from the clinic now!" Armin yelled he then went to Eren and leaned Eren on him.

"Mika come here watch him!" He said and I went to his place an dput Eren's head on my lap and rubbed his head. While the others were surrounding us.

"Ymir has this happend to your mother before?" Armin asked.

"Yeah but it was a long time ago since she last did." She said.

"Eren come on fight. Fight you're gonna stay alive just keep fighting." I said looking at Eren in the eyes. He's pale, really pale. His eyes are slowly closing. Come on Eren you can do this, fight!

After a few seconds Sasha came running with Hanji and the school nurse behind her. They ran to Eren and checked his vitals.

"Oh no he needs to go to the hospital we can't treat him in the clinic he needs a doctor." She said and I left Eren so she can watch over him.

"I'll call the ambulance then his parents." Hanji said.

I stepped back and joined the others. We're all worried for him I hope his gonna be fine. I pulled the scarf over my face and smelled it. It smells like him. It smells like comfort. Please Eren fight.

Eren's Point of view

While we we're eating lunch, I suddenly got dizzy, my head was aching really bad. They noticed and started to get worried. My ear then started ringing I couldn't breath. Armin then went to me and leaned me on him. They were talking about something I can't hear them at all. Armin then left and Mikasa sat on where Armin was sitting and pit my head on her lap gently. She was saying something I don't know what though. My head it's killing me it hurts so bad and so does my chest. Everything started to turn white I can't see anything. What's happening? Why am I like this all the sudden? I need to fight like always. For mom, dad, Zeke, Mika, and the others.

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I opened my eyes and saw Mikasa and Armin sitting next to my bed. I'm in the hospital again ugh. They didn't notice me moving at first they must be deep in thought. I sat up and tapped Mikasa's shoulder. She looked at to me, surprised she cried a little. Armin then noticed and they both hugged me I hugged back and smiled at them.

"Eren you're awake now." Mikasa said with a smile on her face.

"Yeah I am. Umm... where's mom or dad?" I asked them.

"They told us to watch over you while they talk to the doctors. Does this normally happen to you?" Armin asked.

"Yeah but this time it was harder to breathe. Don't worry though I'm awake now. How long was I out?"

"About two hours. Me and Mikasa went along with Miss Hanji with you on the ambulance so we could explain to doctors what happened to you." He said. We continued to talk until Mom came to the room with a doctor following her. She was shocked to see me awake. She smiled and hugged me. Mikasa and Armin then went out of the room when the doctor started to talk to me. They asked me the usual stuff and I answered them all.

"Eren there's a good news and a bad news. I've already discussed this with your mom. Which do you want to hear first?"

"Bad news then good news." I said hoping the bad news won't be that bad.

"Bad news is that your heart will just one day stop working and we won't be able to save you even if we revive you." He said and I looked down and sighed.

"And the good news?"

"We can still save you by giving you a transplant but there's also a chance that the transplant might not go well or work out well. But it's the only option we have in saving you." He explained. I looked at my mother with a sad face.

"Eren do you want the transplant?" She asks and I sighed.

"I don't really know. I do want it but I'm worried that something might go wrong. It's up to you guys." I said.

"We'll get the transplant since you want it and there's a chance taht you will live longer. Don't worry much let's look on the bright side. Just be strong and keep fighting. Having a transplant is our best option. And let's hope nothing will go wrong." She said and gave me a hug. After discussing things with the doctors they then left the room. Mom also left so she can go get coffee. Armin and Mikasa came in the room to keep me company. I smiled at them and tried to hide the fact that there is now a bigger chance that I'll die.

"Hi Eren. So how was the talk?" They asked.

"It went well. They said I'm gonna need a transplant. And if it goes well I'll live a longer life." I said. They looked worried. I know they are that's why I'm gonna try my best to live longer.

"What happens if it doesn't go well?" Armin asks.

"Who knows! Let's hope that it does go well. That way we can all grow old together." I said.

"Yeah, Eren promise us that you'll keep fighting. Promise us that you'll stay strong okay?" Mikasa said. I smiled and hugged then both.

"I promise. I'll fight and stay strong. But promise me that if I won't make it you guys need to live on. Think of it like if I die atleast I won't be suffering anymore. I would be free from this disease. And if you miss me just remember that I'll be with you guys not just physically. So please I want you guys to smile when I'm gone. I don't like it when you guys are sad." I said trying my best not to break down. I broke the hugged and saw them crying.

"We promise." They both said in unison. "We'll also tell the others so when they get sad if you do die they'll know that you won't be suffering." They said.

"Thank you. I love you guys."

"We love you too."