Goodbye | EreMika

Chapter 5

Hanji's Point of view.

I kept shaking Mikasa, trying to wake her up. I checked her pulse and it was really slow. I looked at her arm which is covered with a towel damped with blood. I'm guessing this is what's causing it.

I took of the towel and I couldn't believe what I'm seeing.

"Are this self inflicted cuts?" I asked myself.

It won't stop bleeding. Think Hanji think. Oh I'm so stupid! To the hospital dummy!

I carefully carried her outside while I close the door. Once the door was closed I saw Levi.

Oh thank God he's here.

"Hanji what are you-" I cut him off.
"No time we need to take her to hospital now!" I said. He nodded and carried Mikasa bridal style.

We put her in the backseat of Levi's car as we rushed her to the hospital.

"So mind explaining me why did my cousin passed out!?" He asked.
"Calm down shorty we might get into a car crash if you don't." I said.
"Calm down how could I my little cousin just passed out!" He yelled.
"Okay sheesh. So I walked inside your house like I always do and saw her she was about to pass out. After a few seconds she fainted I checked her pulse and it was really slow. And then I looked at her wrist it has a towel damped with blood in it. I opened it and saw lots of cuts one directly cutted on one vein."
I explained.

"Cuts? How?" He asked me. I sighed before saying "Levi I think she cutted herself they were obviously self-inflicted cuts." I said and sighed again before continuing. "Levi she did it on purpose." I said looking back at Mikasa, concerned. He then became quiet and so did I. We were both shocked at what's happening.

Why didn't we see this coming. We couldn't stop her. We didn't know she was suffering. I'm sorry Mikasa we didn't see. We didn't see that you were suffering the same way we were suffering.

I remember how Levi use to cut himself when Kenny left. He used to have so many cuts, but he still kept fighting. I admire him very much because of him I'm still here.
Back when I almost killed myself, when Moblit died in the fire. He was there even though he was suffering too he still kept fighting. So I promised myself that I will never leave him, that I will keep on fighting no matter how hard life is. I hope you will understand that too Mika. I hope that you'll find someone who will help you get through this. Please Mikasa keep fighting.

Silence filled the car. We were both deep into our thoughts. We were worried for Mika.

"Hanji" Levi said breaking the silence.

"Yeah?"

"How didn't we see it coming?" I saw a tear roll down his cheeks.

"Levi I know this is hard. I feel bad too cause we didn't see her suffering. She always looked so happy. But she isn't she's suffering quietly."

"Let's talk to her." We both said at the same time. I looked at Mikasa.
She's bleeding to much!

"Levi hurry she's losing more blood!" I said panicking. "I am just wait were almost there."He said.

Once we arrived we immediately told the nurses what happened and they rushed her into the ER. We waited in the waiting room where other families are sitting worried about their loved ones.