Desire | jjk. *ON HOLD*

45

I drink the last bit of my beer and I look over my shoulder. The anger rises and my face feels like if it's turning red from the heat, and it's not a nice sensation. I can't believe Jungkook is talking to a blonde girl only three meters away from me. It reminded me of Amy, it reminded me of my failure and it made me want to hit my head against the marble table in front of  me.

I crush the can in my hand and throw it in the trash. I lean on the table and hold my head in my hands, sighing heavily. I'm having the worst time, worse than I thought I would.

I look to a point in front of me, bored out of my mind because Hyerin and Jimin are making out right next to me and I have no one else to talk to. The music is unbearable, everyone is drunk, and Jungkook hasn't talked to me. Everything is going super fantastic...

I see Yoongi sitting down next to me and I try to smile at him, but it comes out as a bored gesture.

"I see you're having fun." He jokes.

"At least you're somewhat drunk." I shrug my shoulders.

"Yeah, well, somewhat..."

I get closer to him.

"I'm sorry about what happened with your sister."

He laughs.

"I know you don't like her, you don't have to pretend."

"Amy can go to hell. But, you worry me, Yoongi." I let out, putting my hand over his arm.

His gaze falls to my hand and then my eyes.

"She's a free spirit, she always has been, I can't control her." He sighs and then looks straight ahead. "I don't like what Jungkook did, but there's a lot to lose if I fight him."

"Yeah, well, he has to understand that-"

"Bullshit. I already apologized, and I convicted him I would never do something like that again."

"You have luck." I add, looking at him firmly.

"Obviously."

"You're also lucky that he hasn't found out about... you know what." I raise my eyebrows.

"That's our secret." He says looking at me and smiling.

"What secret?"

My stomach turns when I hear Jungkook's voice, and I flinch. I turn my head and I see him walking towards us, standing next to Yoongi.

"What are you talking about, Yoongi?" He asks calmly. "What secret?"

Yoongi's eyes find mine, trying to look for some excuse. Jungkook's voice sounds calm, but I know he's trying to hide the anger.

"Answer."

"Who do you think you are?" I say, reaching for his arm, forcing him to look at me. "You think you can come here after ignoring me all week and cause a scene of jealousy right in front of me?"

"Areum, stay out of it."

I stand up from my seat.

"Get out of here, Jungkook."

Jungkook ignores my remark and turns towards Yoongi.

"Is this because of Amy? I thought we talked about this..."

"We did." The hate in Yoongi's voice makes fear start to build in me. "But it looks like things haven't changed, have they?"

"Apparently not..." he crosses his arms over his chest. "Tell me what secret you're talking about, Yoongi, because I won't ask again."

He shrugs his shoulders. 

"You're not the only one who gets girls around them, Jeon, just that."

"The thing with Hyerin isn't a secret, Yoongi, save it." Jungkook rolls his eyes, clearly frustrated.

"I wasn't talking about Heryin." Yoongi eyes return to mine.

Jungkook stays still for a second, looking at the guy sitting in front of him. He seems to be debating internally if he heard that correctly or not... if he should react... But then in an abrupt movement, he takes him my his shirt collar and pushes him against the table with force.

"I swear I'll break your face off if you touched her."

Yoongi smiles stubbornly.

"Don't feel bad, they're things that just... happen."

Jungkook shakes him with violence.

"Shut up! I'm going to kill you!"

"You can't hit anyone from the same gang outside of the ring, it's against the rules." Yoongi says, still smiling. "You want to lose your job? I wouldn't mind. I could use a... vacancy."

Then everything starts to connect. His kindness, his fake smiles, his interest towards me. Everything was a lie. He kissed me to get a reaction from Jungkook. He wanted to show off and wanted him to lose control. He wanted his spot, he didn't want to be a rookie anymore... and his plan was perfect.

"Listen to me, Yoongi, because I'll only say this once." He says with his face very close to his. "Get out of here, and try not to cross paths with me for a while, because I swear if I see you... you won't be alive to say anything."

Yoongi stops smiling and then he holds his breath. I do too. The threat sounded so real, and probable, that it makes my insides turn. It makes me wonder if he's every threatened anyone like that before... or if he's ever fulfilled with his threat."

Jungkook let's him go and he leaves, not before looking at me. And I stay there, without saying anything. I feel breathless, like if I'm about to fall to the floor.

Jungkook's eyes fall on me.

"Come with me." He says so calmly, that I can't believe he just threatened someone with death.

"Jungkook, I'm sorry, I didn't want to-"

"I said come with me!" He screams and I flinch. He rubs his temples, regretting his actions. "I'm sorry, I need... I have to talk to you."

I nod.

"We can't talk here?"

"No, we can't." He sighs and he looks at me, trying to control himself. "Areum, let's go outside, please."

I nod again, even though I'm a bit scared. I made a huge mistake, and I know that this time, there's no solution.

a/n: okay i know im a bit late, but look at this man

(wattpad wouldn't let me put in a gif ugh)

you can't tell me that when you saw 2022 seasons greetings jungkook you didn't think of desire...

because this is EXACTLY like how i imagined his character.