Everything Went Last

Phase 10

Phase 10

I am wearing a blue satin dress, which I thought was so cool with my fair skin. I complemented my makeup with my dress to look more regal. I curled my hair and let it loose in my back. I looked at the mirror to feel satisfied with the way I dressed myself.

I took a mirror selfie and sent it to our group chat.

Kaye Arvie Estrevillo:
How do I look @/everyone?

Dahlia Llones:
GIRLLL!!?? You look so garjas!

Jane Asta Revilla:
Ante, ganda, ganda mo sobra!

I smiled upon reading their messages on me. After a while, I received a message from Aaron telling me that he's coming over. So, I quickly fixed my things and readied myself.

Tiningnan ko ulit ang aking sarili sa salamin at ng pakiramdam ko ay maayos na ako. I went out to my room and went to my living room. Waited for him to come. Upon waiting for him to come and pick me up. Nanood muna ako sa aking tv. I look on my Netflix, but it will take hours if I watch it. So, I just went to youtube and played music. I played Sparks by Coldplay.

It was melancholic blues, feeling the fleeting moment. It felt like I'm hearing the flow of the sea, its little waves at night. On a peaceful night and the moon was shining bright, it was yellow, and it's illuminating. As the instrument continues together with Chris voice, it utters so much feeling of longing.

My heart is yours
It's you that I hold on to Yeah, that's what I do And I know, I was wrong But I won't let you down Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, I will, yes, I will
I said, "Ohh"

I harmonized with the song feeling the moment. After playing it, the next song comes is Everything I wanted by Billie Eilish.

The song captures the heart after a mellow song. Parang may nakadagan sa aking puso habang tumutugtug ito. Dahil alam ko sa sarili ko nasa akin na ang lahat pero bakit parang may kulang. Parang sobrang bigat sa dibdib. The music reminds me of the remnants of the past. It felt longing for a dream that has been there needed to fulfil, but can't be fulfilled if I don't move. Sobrang solemn ng boses niya na para akong hinehele pero kapalit noon ay sakit sa damdamin.

As I was playing with my music playlist on youtube. My phone vibrated, receiving a message from Aaron telling me he's near. So, I put the music in stop and get it back before I turn off my tv.

Tumayo na ako sa aking upuan at inayos ulit ang aking sarili. Narinig kong may bumisina sa labas. Siya na iyon agad kong kinuha ang aking gamit. Saka lumabas sa aking apartment. I locked the door first before going out.

"Hey," bati ko sa kanya. Habang palabas pa siya sa kanyang kotse.

He looked at me twice before smiling. His eyes are full of admiration. Seeing the way he looks right now. He looks so beautiful, with his blue long sleeves folded until his elbow and his tucked-in with pants. He looks so dazzling.

"Wow," sabi niya ng pabulong. He came in my front and gave a cheek kiss. "Alam kong maganda kana dati pa, pero habang tumatagal paganda ka nang paganda." Sabi niya sa akin na puno ng interesidad.

"Loko," sabi ko sa kanya sabay tulak ang kanyang balikat.

He just chuckled while reaching my hand and kissed it so softly. Then, put it down. He looked at me in the eyes, and I looked away because I felt so fleeting  at the moment. His compliments on me feel like I was floating.

"Let's go?" Tanong niya sa akin.

Tumango ako bilang sagot.

He opened the door for me, and I said my thank you. Nakagawian na namin iyon kahit na matagal na kami. Appreciating the small things is more than enough because you have their little efforts.