Chapter 38: New.

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"Why the hell are you telling our son to hate Sarah?!" I sigh as Elliott yells through the phones's speaker. As my life continues comes new drama, new problems and new worries.

"I did no such thing."

"Oh yeah, then why is Aiden saying he hates her because she's the reason mommy and daddy aren't together?!"

"Isn't she?"

"Gianna. Stop it, stop being nonchalant."

"Do you want me to yell and grit my teeth like you?" He sighs. "Stop telling our son lies, that's all I'm asking. You have moved on with your life, you're happy let me be."

"If it wasn't for her we would have still been together, you left me, you filed for divorce because you wanted to be with her." I say softly and he's quiet.

"Yes and you've still managed to meet someone who makes you seem happier than I ever could." He's calmer now and I feel tears in my eyes. "Yeah, maybe." I run my fingers through my hair as I remember how quickly that started and ended.

"What's wrong? You sound sad, is he not treating you right?" I chuckle. "All he ever did was treat me right."

"Past tense?" He responds and I catch myself. "That's all he does." I don't want to be viewed as the sad miserable woman who's husband forgot her anymore, especially not by said husband... ex husband.

"Wait, talk to me."

"No, I have to go." I hang up quickly and exit my room. "Honey!" I jump as I walk into my mom. "Jeeez! Mom, you scared me." She laughs. "I just wanted to give you this for Tyler, it's a card and some of his favorite muffins."

"Why don't you just give him yourself?"

"Huh, I thought you were going to see him, today is the anniversary of his wife's death." I widen my eyes. "Did something happen between you two?" I shake my head. New changes, still an old liar. She hands me the stuff then leaves. Well, I guess I'm going to see Tyler, it's been 2weeks since our argument and I haven't heard from or seen him since.

It's also been 2months and 2 weeks since I left the house that Elliott and I once shared. 10weeks pregnant and my clothes are getting a little tight. In 3 more weeks I'll probably be showing, at least that was what happened last time and 14 weeks for the first time.

I set the stuff down on my car seat then secured my seatbelt, hope this works out.

Tyler stared wildly at me as he opened the door, his eyes were red but not puffy, perhaps he didn't cry himself to sleep.

"Hey!" I greet with a wide smile, he looks at me puzzled then folds his arms. "Gianna what are you doing here?" My smile drops and I handed him my mother's gift.

"To drop this off and probably be here for you." He takes the gift and speaks. "Be here for me for what?" I stay silent as I notice a shadow behind him.

"Oh." I see him look up at me then behind him as he notices the direction of my stare. "I see now, bye." I turn to leave and as I walk I hear him say, "You never wanted me and I needed to take that pain and the other pain away." I turn around.

"I did want you, I just didn't want you to be burdened with my mess." I turn around. "Sex is like drinking, it only helps for so long and no more." With my final words I continued as he called after me.

Keep walking, this is just another sign to show that it's not meant to be.

"Gigi baby, could you just suck it in a little more?" I roll my eyes then pose and do as I'm told. My stomach still looked flat, I was just a little thicker than my usual self, in my eyes I could still pass for a non pregnant woman.

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