my new family

Proposal

y/n POV

I am crying. Not sadly, I am happy. The person I like the most just proposed me. I am giggling as I nod and accept the promise ring, he offers to me. He rose from his knees and held my left hand to caress it's back as if he had been waiting all his life to do this.

He leaned in I could feel his warm breath fanning my lips. Our eyes locked. He used his right hand's thumb to wipe away the tears on my left cheek.

He leaned in further, and then kissed my right cheek. Kissing away the happy tears he gave me. His gaze shifted to my lips. I could sense him gulping as his Adam's apple moved. It made me even more eager to feel his touch, his love, eager.......to feel him.........

I leaned in and slightly nodded granting him the consent he is waiting for. He leaned in. I tip-toed. Our lips are about to touch when..........

Riiingggggg....... Riiingggggg.......

Riiingggggg....... Riiingggggg.......

Aaaahhhh!!! My stewpeed alarm......

 I started groaning as I rose my ass from the bed. Why now???? Aaaah!

I dragged my sleepyhead to the wash room. I came out after 20 minutes. And headed downstairs.

I utilized those 20 minute to transform into a cold soul just like I always behave in front of others.

I headed to the dining area as my mom greeted me. I reciprocated and sat on the chair opposite to her. I munched on my salad as I said "the school is organizing a trip."

"Oh dear, that's a good news. You should join. It will help you refresh your mind."

"Yeah. I just wanted to inform you that I am joining. It will be 3 days 2-night thing."

(sigh) "Sure dear. Just make sure you enjoy yourselves and be safe."

I just hummed and picked up my bag to leave for school. I heard her sigh as I leave, but I can't help it. She was not here when I needed her love, her support. We gradually drew apart. Her ignorance did no help either.

My friends supported me protected me from myself when I cut my wrist. I was Seo-Jun who sang me to sleep. It was Byul unnie who didn't let me starve. It was Se-Hwa who cheered me up. I don't recall my mother doing any of these. I probably trust my friends more than my own mother. But despite the trust, despite the love, I can't tell them the real cause of my pain. They understand this so they too never pushed me to tell.

Well, the trip....... We will be going to Busan my hometown. The place where I felt the happiest as well the most horrific moments of my life. I lost him here. At this very place. This is the place where my emotions dried up. I turned in to a living corpse, merely breathing, emotionless.

My thoughts came to a halt when I felt someone closed my eyes.

"Hwa-ya, let go dear. I know these tiny hands belong to you."

"Unnie-, it's not fair how do you always tell??" she pouted trying to displaying her anger.

I was about to speak when Seo-Jun came and ruffled her hair, "you know right, you are the only one whom she allows to do that."

He said as we bumped our fists greeting each other.

She huffed. Leaving us giggling at her cuteness. Soon my hand intertwined with someone. I turned around only to get a peck on my forehead. "how's my baby today?" she asked as motherly aura surrounded her.

"I'm fine unnie. Yesterday I could not sleep so I called Seo Jun. he sang me to sleep even before I could ask him to. He really understands me."

I said while giving a faint smile. I again turned to my cold ass when Seo Jun complimented my smile with hands gesturing

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A/n pov-

'Ah I love him.' Thought y/n as well as me( fangirl authour LOL)

"Aww, I never knew my brother understands someone so well." She teased both of them, well aware of their feelings as well as fears.

y/n quickly ran off in attempt to not show him her shy self. Yeah, he was the man she saw, she dreams of, the man she loves.