| Chapter 16: That Feeling |

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Walking out of two big double doors that lead me into the lounge, I'm hit with a gust of fresh, New York air.

Inhale. . . exhale.

As I look up at the sky, I feel a sense of calmness wash over me. Like all the stress I've been feeling, fade away.

I close my eyes, looking back on a good part of my life.

One that I could never forget. . . 

Flashback

"Look Jack, Look!" I call over to him.

He turns his head my way, looking into my eyes before looking at what I'm looking at.

"It's a shotting star Jack! Make a wish." I say, closing my eyes.

After me making my wish, I looked at Jack. I found that he was already looking at me.

As I looked into his eyes, I found so much love. One emotion I didn't understand.

"Jack?"

"Yes Alex?"

"What did you wish for?" I say, looking back at the night sky.

He chuckled.

"Well, if I told you, it wouldn't come true." he told me.

"Okay. I'll tell you what I wished for then." I smiled.

"I wished for me and you, to live the best life. To have what we want. To do what we dreamed of doing. To get a lover. . . But, most of all, I wished for us to be happy."

As I looked back at Jack, I saw a single tear roll down his eye. I didn't question it. I just wrapped my arms around him, and hugged him. Showing him that I was there, no matter what.

"Well, I guess you Stoll my wish then." He smiled and wrapped his arms around me, showing that he was also, there for me no matter what. 

End Of Flashback

That night, I should have asked what the tear was for. But, I didn't.

As I look back down from the night sky, I start my walk back to the complex.

Walking at night in New York is not as bad as I though it was. Its actually nice. You would think there would be bad or creepy people walking around looking at you but, that's not what I see.

I see happy couples, Kids with there parents, people talking and having a good time, old friends meeting up, new friends being made. This is the New York night life I see.

And I really envy all of them.

As I turn the conner, I spot a man at the entrance of my apartment complex.

He's wearing a long black coat and black boots with a suit under his coat.

As I start walking towards the doors, he starts to take out a pack of cigarettes.

He sees me looking and gives me a quick grin.

I give him one back.

As I reach to touch the door. . . I stop. 

You know what. . . fuck it.

I turn back around and walk towards the man.

Once I get to him, he looks at me. Grinning at me again.

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