He closed his eyes and leaned in. You watched him and went rigid. You squeezed your eyes shut, waiting for the kiss. But it didn't happen. When you opened your eyes J-Hope's nose was almost touching yours. "Now we're even!" He said teasingly to your...
Soon J-Hope was arriving. He had texted you that he was on his way, leaving from work. So, you went to put on that sky blue dress that Ashley suggested. It hung low on your back, and it had plenty of straps, some hung on snug on your shoulders and others were supposed to fall on your arms. It clings nicely to your body as you looked in the mirror. 'Maybe this is a big much.' Ashley happened to walk by your bedroom door and saw you looking at yourself in the mirror. She stuck her head in and whistled loudly at you. "Damn! You look good!" You laughed shyly and told her to hush.
You heard the doorbell ring, and you became very nervous. Your heart was beating quickly. Ashley got up from the couch and walked to her bedroom door. "Okay, I'll stay in here all night, you won't know I'm here." You gave her a thumbs up. "If he doesn't drop his jaw at you wearing that dress then he isn't into you." She winked and closed her door. You walked over to the door and took a steadying breath.
Once you opened the door, you saw J-Hope. He looked you up and down and was shook. His mouth hung open and he quickly composed himself. "Hi Hobi," you said, feeling bashful from his expression. "Whaa, hi yourself. You're so dressed up, are we going somewhere?" He asked, still shocked. You rubbed your arm self-consciously. "No, I just wanted to look nice, I can go change." "No!" He yelled almost immediately after you finished your sentence. You giggled shyly.
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"Well, come in Hobi," you said, and he walked in. You walked into your room to retrieve your laptop and came back. You sat down on the sofa and J-Hope sat beside you. "Okay, I'm going to confirm the email they sent me, that I'd be attending the video shoot." You opened your laptop, and your background was a picture of BTS. J-Hope looked at you from the side, you felt embarrassed. "Ahem," you said, and clicked on the email from Big Hit and pulled it up. Your finger hovered the mouse over the 'confirm' button. "I'm scared," you whispered, staring at the button you needed to click.
J-Hope rubbed your back trying to comfort you. "This will be a dream come true for me, I'm not sure I'm worthy of this opportunity." You were doubting yourself now. The decision seemed so easy up until it was time to push it through. J-Hope laid his hand on yours and made you click your finger down and hit the confirm button. You whipped your head to look over at him in shock. "You're more than worthy," he said softly. You were staring into his dark brown eyes, Hobi moved a piece of your hair and placed it behind your ear. Your face flushed at his delicate touch.
"Don't be scared, I'll be there," Hobi was trying to reassure you in this sweetest, quietest voice. You smiled at him when he said that. "Okay, you're right." You let out a huge breath of air. "It's done, I'm going." You blinked rapidly, trying to process the information in its final state.
J-Hope scooted a little closer to you, "you know, now that you're going," he started to say. He laid his hand on your bare knee and looked deeply into your eyes. "I have to tell you that I really like you," he said, looking down. Your mouth fell open, was he saying he was into you? No, that couldn't be true. Maybe he just meant as a friend, you both did have a lot of fun together. Your heart hurt that it wasn't meant in the way you were hoping.
You smiled sweetly at J-Hope, "I like you too, you know that." You said, smiling friendly. J-Hope's eyes widened for a split second and then he gave you a confused look. Hobi cleared his throat and moved his hand on your knee a little higher, "no I meant," he seemed so nervous all of a sudden.
Your mouth became very dry all of a sudden. You looked down at his hand on your leg and swallowed heavily. J-Hope tilted his head quickly, trying to gather courage. "I want to date you," he finally finished saying and you just stared at him. In disbelief at the words that just came from his mouth. The gears were turning inside your brain, but your face remained emotionless.
'Hobi wants to...date me? Me? Why on Earth would he want me? He could have anyone, I'm nothing special. Yeah, we have fun together and seem to have a lot in common, but me? I don't believe it, but he just said it. I need to be sure."
You had been having a deep conversation with yourself in your head, all while you took too long to respond to J-Hope. He stood up quickly and rubbed his neck, "aish, I'm an idiot." You blinked at his words, coming back to reality. You stood up now. "Of course, you aren't into me like that, when we kissed you were just being kind." Your mouth hung open, what was he saying? J-Hope turned his back to you, being so embarrassed that you didn't feel the same way.
Taking a few steps towards him, you placed your hand on his shoulder and turned him around. He faced you and met your eyes, he looked apologetic. You grabbed his face and smashed your lips to his. You kissed Hobi deeply, trying to convey your feelings through actions since your words were failing you.
He kissed you back just as passionate. You finally broke apart and you stared up into his eyes. You smirked, "you really like me that way?" Hobi nodded shyly. "Wow, I'm so lucky," you breathed out, blushing.
"You like me the same way?" Hobi asked, "even though I'm not good looking like the other members?" You blinked; you couldn't believe what he was claiming. You shook your head quickly. "Hobi.." you breathed out, holding his chin in between your thumb and index finger, looking deeply in his eyes. "I think you're stunning, you're beautiful." He gave you a big, tight smile, exposing his dimples.
You hugged him tightly and started timidly kissing on his neck. "Ohh," he immediately breathed out. "I'm ridiculously attracted to you," you said softly in between kisses on his neck. J-Hope grabbed your face and redirected you to his lips and he kissed you hard.
You let his tongue into your mouth, and you held onto him tightly, you couldn't seem to get close enough to him. You ran your hand down his chest, down his stomach and smoothed it down the front his pants. Hobi almost yelped at the sudden touch. He breathed out shakily, "wait." You removed your hand quickly, "I'm so sorry!" You said quickly and taking a step back.
J-Hope's face was so red, he bit his lip and looked down at the floor. "Don't be sorry!" He explained speedily, "I'm just not ready for that yet, I don't think." He looked so ashamed, and you couldn't help but giggle at how adorable he was acting. "That's okay," you comforted, smiling brightly at him. You held out your hand for him to hold it and Hobi grabbed it, lacing your fingers together. "You make the move when you're ready." You said, giving him a squeeze on his hand. He smiled, "okay."
You pushed Hobi down on the couch, making him sit. "Find a movie for us to watch, I'll make some popcorn." He nodded and you walked away and into the kitchen. You chewed on your lip nervously.
You couldn't help but feel a little stupid for being that bold. You thought that's where it was heading but apparently not. You pulled out a bag of popcorn and put it in the microwave. You couldn't help but worry, was he not sexually attracted to you? You would be patient though, give him the time he needed. It's not like J-Hope wasn't worth it.
After the popcorn was done, you dumped the contents of the bag into a big bowl and walked back over to Hobi. You sat down beside him and offered him some popcorn. He took a handful and smiled. You grabbed a fleece blanket from behind the couch and draped it across both of you.
During a commercial, you held a piece of popcorn in your hand and angled it at J-Hope. "Catch it!" You yelled playfully and tossed it into the air. J-Hope caught the piece in his mouth effortlessly. You giggled as he chewed it up. You quickly threw another piece, trying to catch him off guard but he caught it in his mouth anyway. You both laughed. You took a handful and threw it up, he caught one piece and the others rained down on his head. He busted out laughing and picked up the pieces to eat them, "that's not fair!" You giggled.
The movie came back on, and you resumed watching it, you couldn't help but side glance at J-Hope. "So, we're dating now?" You looked over at him, questioning. He smiled brightly and nodded, "yeah." You cuddled up to his shoulder and laid your head on it. "Good," you said and smiled to yourself, feeling so happy and fortunate.
