K-Pop Boygroup Oneshots

🖤💖(SF9) Inseong - Insecurity

Request by: vikabjjworld

Inseong took a deep breath as he stood on his platform, his heart was beating fast as his part was coming up.

He raised his mic and began to sing, everything going smoothly until he realized he had run out of breath. He finished the note but his voice, to his horror, cracked significantly right at the end.

His eyes went wide as realization hit him. his voice just cracked. It cracked at the most crucial part of the song.

He felt absolutely horrified, he watched as the crowd all looked at him, his brain convincing him that they were laughing at him, making fun of him. he thought to his members backstage, how disappointed and embarrassed they must be.

He waited for the song to end before they bowed and exited the stage.

He didn't wanna look at anyone, he didn't wanna face his members, he just wanted to disappear.

He reluctantly opened the door to the dressing room and was immediately bombarded with praise and hugs from sf9.

"you did great hyung! Your vocals were amazing!" Taeyang cheered as he ruffled the older's hair.

Inseong plastered on a smile as he sat with his members, thanking them for their support. Truthfully, he felt a little better hearing their compliments.

They waited until the final kingdom performance and packed up their things to go home.

Once they were back in the dorms, the boys were beyond exhausted, a busy week of performances catching up to them.

They all showered, ate dinner and went to bed preparing for the next and final week of kingdom.

Inseong closed his door and layed in bed. He was so tired, but he couldn't stop himself from grabbing his phone. He opened twitter and immediately saw his name all over the trending page.

He swallowed hard before he clicked the hashtag.

Immediately tons of screenshots and recordings of his performance popped up, thousands of people talking about his voice crack. He sighed and continued scrolling seeing all the fans saying such terrible things about him.

"you'd think after being in the industry for so long the dude would know how to sing!" \

"I know right, it was embarrassing."

"he's definitely not as talented as the rest of the group."

"do you guys think he just ruined sf9's chances of winning?"

"oh for sure! They're never gonna win if inseong performed like that!"

Inseong kept scrolling, the pages seemed infinite, never-ending scrolls of hate and ridicule.

He had slow quiet tears rolling down his cheeks keeping silent so his members wouldn't hear him. he knew they all said he did great, but he was starting to think they were lying. If this many people said he did awful it had to be true.

He tossed his phone on his nightstand and buried his face in his pillow, his tears soaking through the pillowcase.

He stayed like that until he fell asleep.

This went on for about a month, after every kingdom performance he just wasn't confident in himself or his talents anymore. He would try his absolute best on stage and do everything he could to show a good performance but despite all his efforts, everyday after the show he checked twitter and saw pages and pages of people just destroying him.