K-Pop Boygroup Oneshots

🖤💖(TVXQ) Max- Alone

Request by: Donnie42

I changed it up a bit so i hope that's okay!

TW: Panic attack, Anxiety

Sometimes you build a bond with someone that becomes so strong it feels like you could never survive apart. Regardless of if you fight or if some things get rocky, the universe always pulls you back together.

Max was the youngest in his group, quite shy and nervous about impressing his hyungs and making their group a big success.

Max was instantly taken under by Yunho, who treated him like a true brother, and always made sure he was taken care of.

Max even wrote his first solo song about him, expressing what an impact yunho had made in his life.

Now, TVXQ were only the two of them, max and yunho. After scandals and controversy, member after member left but yunho and max stayed together regardless of the group crumbling to pieces.

They did everything together, lived in the same apartment, worked in the same building, and spent almost all their free time hanging out.

Max developed an attachment to yunho and disliked when they were apart. Obviously, he was able to be away from him at times, doing things for work or being away to film something was quite common, but they always came back together at the end of the day.

Now, max stood backstage of his first ever award show and his co-host was nowhere in sight.

Several staff members were around him fixing his outfit, touching up his makeup, and checking his mic.

"um, excuse me miss?" changmin choked out quietly.

"yes changmin-ah?" she smiled clicking a button on her radio before putting her attention on the idol.

"um, is yunho going to be here soon?"

She looked a bit puzzled at first.

"oh no he's not hosting with you this time; he's scheduled somewhere else.

Max's eyes went wide.

"what? He, he's not my co-host?"

"no, sorry changmin-ah not this time." She said before walking off to fulfill other duties.

Max was ten times more nervous now. He had never hosted alone, he always had yunho beside him.

Yes, he was an idol, and yes he'd been an idol for many years, but something about max that wasn't made public was his crippling anxiety.

Part of the reason he was so close to yunho was that he was there to help him through it. His first panic attack at the dorms was one of the scariest nights of his life. He felt like he was dying and had no control over his own body.

Yunho and Hero found him on the floor in his room and all max really remembers is yunho's soft voice next to him, a warm gentle hand on his shoulder.

"it's okay changmin-ah, hyung's here with you, you're safe."

He sat with him for hours until he calmed down and he never looked at him any differently afterwards. He always checked on him when he noticed his little anxious mannerisms and could calm his racing thoughts with a single touch.

Max could already feel his hands start to tremble in his lap and sweat start to bead on his forehead and back of his neck.

He stood up shaking his hands trying to get them to stop trembling and he speed-walked to the corner of the room away from all the bustling staff.