Alphas' Mate Academy [hiatus]

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I stayed rooted in my place as the realisation hit me hard.

The both of us stood firmly in our places, making no other moves, and just observed each other. It was hard for me to believe that my wolf had again not come to me for something so important. I thought that she would tell me things this serious no matter what our current relationship was.

I was wrong to think that she had forgotten about my treatment towards her in the past. Had I known she was using me to secretly meet a guy she had selected as her possible mate, I wouldn't have agreed to come outside everyday just to try and mend our broken relationship.

My mind swarmed with thoughts that trigger mixed emotions and I unconsciously begun to calculate the possibilities that will happen. My parents would be happy or they would be terribly disappointed. I would have to give up the plans I had for my career or he would allow me to pursue them.

But as he slowly made his way towards me, his features and aura all started to seem more clear and sharper to me, every small hope that my life would be the same as before was crushed to dust. My dreams of having a simple happy family was all gone just like that.

I didn't count the possibility that he was an Alpha. I didn't take in the chance of being sent to the academy. I was at lost at what I should do, to choose between my life or my possible companion in life. I wanted him because of my childhood dreams of a mate and yet I also wanted him out of my life at all costs.

I wanted to blame my wolf on causing this but I was at fault too. If I didn't allow her to meet him at all, she wouldn't have come up with the idea of making him as a candidate for a mate. It was my fault that I had crushed my dreams.

Fear crept into my bloodstream, sending it throughout my whole body. Now that I had passed the stage of acceptance, I had to watch my reaction to it. He was an Alpha and there wasn't a doubt that he could destroy me in worst ways than my dad could.

Multiple scenarios played out in my head as I mindlessly watch him approach me. He could be mad at my for silently stalking him and formed a bond with his wolf, manipulating him to make me his mate as our wolves chose our mates.

Other than that, he could be delighted and might just tell me that I needed not to follow him to the academy to be enrolled. That most likely wouldn't happen and it's stupid of me to try and hope that things aren't this way. Foolish to try and think that things would go my way.

Worst of all, he could just look at me and let his eyes judge me. Following his intense and judgmental glare, he would simple just tell me nonchalantly that we weren't meant for each other and tell me that I should forget that we ever met. This is what usually happens but I can't help the small part of me who wishes that this wouldn't happen even though it is quite common among Alphas.

I could already feel the mate bond forming with every step he took; the normal heart racing, the overwhelmed nerves and the sudden shyness. I couldn't help but stop analysing the current situation and just watch him.

With the distance closing in, I felt weird not feeling the tightness in my chest that normally appears when I meet strangers and having a peaceful feeling replace the tension. At this moment, every worry and every possibility escaped my mind, emptying the space in my mind just for it to be solely filled with him.

The rays of sunlight that escaped the cover made from leaves selected a few strands of his hair and reflected the colour of a light brown and left the rest with a darker shade. Personally, I liked people who had this hair colour and I was slightly shocked that he was one of the rare people. I had thought that with the amount of hate my wolf had for me she would choose someone who would appose the features I preferred.