Alphas' Mate Academy [hiatus]

.chapter23. (43%)

| recap she suffers from claustrophobia as a side effect and Kaemon was following her. She stabbed herself to figure out who had been following her and Alpha Malachi carried her to the infirmary. Later she was visited by Miss Carol who passed her information and Luna Genevieve who shoved the news of Alpha Malachi's engagement in her face |

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I thought that Alpha Malachi had nothing left to use against me.

After killing my parents, destroying my reputation, taking everything away from me, I thought that there wasn't anything left that he could do to hurt me. That theory ran down the drain after I found myself yelling at Luna Genevieve to get out.

I didn't know what to feel. If he is engaged to someone else that isn't me, shouldn't this mean my freedom? I should feel happy that he had let me go but why was I still clinging onto him? All these times, I had implied I wanted nothing to do with him but all he had to do was show a little kindness and my wants changed.

But even though if I was free from him, where was I to go? I had no home, no family and no friends. I was no longer living, just barely surviving. By taking everything away from me, he had made me depend on him for everything.

The academy would kick me out seeing that I was no longer going to be a Luna. That would take away the roof over my head; never had I thought I wouldn't want to leave the academy. My old pack wouldn't accept me back, seeing that I had disgraced them over and over again.

My parents' house was probably taken back by the pack seeing as it was on their land. Going to the human world would be suicide as I knew nothing on their lifestyle. Dying would be a choice but the bravery to die was gone. I was scared to die.

How could I not have seen this? That he had never wanted me. He played me so easily, too easily. I had closed one eye one everything he did, never taken his actions into consideration at all. Now my carelessness had brought me to the brink of death.

Maybe he would take me into his pack only because I was his other half of his soul. He had once said that if I die, he would too. Although that was because of the mate bond but what would happen if he mated to someone else? Would it still work that way?

My father would be extremely disappointed, saying he hadn't raised a daughter like me. A daughter who never think twice about anything and take everything that has happened for granted. Not the daughter he had trained to be a manipulative sociopath.

Even though he had hated me, he did teach me how to survive in this world. No one was sane enough to think right; everyone was mentally impaired in a way. If you wanted to survive, you had to be more insane than them.

Like father, like daughter. Both fallen and destroyed by the same family. Lost everything to the same family. I should've been more careful and observant when I was around Alpha Malachi. I should've known he would be like his father, the exact replica with the same goals.

I should've seen that being his other half wouldn't have changed the fact his lifetime goal was to destroy my family until no one was left. There was no hiding from him; he had always known who my father was despite the change of surname.

He had known my surname wasn't exactly Ng but a Hale instead. He knew who my father was and hence killed him, finishing his father's job. Sure, my father died because of me and I was the one who led Alpha Malachi to him.