Chapter 31 - Letting It All Out

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Kaylee on this side or above. Just incase you forgot what she looks like haha

Kaylee's POV
You might think of me as slut, bitch, and other things; I know I am all those things, but I'm really hurting right now. I lost my baby, friends and everything. After school I finished my algebra homework and decided to clear my head. I went to a park and sat on bench and buried my face in my hands.

"Hey can I sit here?" A deep voice asks and all of a sudden my heart starts to pound against my chest.

"Uh y-yeah." I stuttered as I sit up.

"Thanks, it's a cool tonight right?' He asks as he rubs his hands together.

"It's okay." I sigh, and I take a better look at him. He looks of African American decent. Thick curly hair, big pink luscious lips, and toned muscles. He was wearing gold sneakers, yes gold sneakers, black jeans and a black shirt with leather sleeves.

"Hello?" He waves his hand in my face, which snaps me out of my daze.

"Sorry, you look nice." I complimented him.

"Thanks you look quite lovely yourself." He says, and I feel my cheeks become pink.

"Thanks." I shyly say.

"What's your name? Mine is Calvin." He asks.

"Uh Kaylee." I reply and fiddle with fingers.

"Ah Kaylee, I don't see a lot Kaylees around here." He says and before I can say something awkward, he speaks again.

"So do want to explain why you are out here? I mean, I do want to be rude but it's kinda of late." He states. I think about for a second, do I really want to tell a stranger my life story? For some reason I feel as if I can trust him.

"It's a long story full of absolute drama." I warn him. I can tell he thinks about it for a second but then his eyes are full of amusement.

"You're in the middle of this drama?" He amusingly asks.

"I'm really the cause of all this." I sadly admit.

"Mm, I got time." He says taking his red book bag off. Oh boy. Where do I begin?

"Well in the beginning of junior year I used to be head over heels for this guy named Ken. He took an interest in my best friend at the time, Ali and I was pissed. I started to hang out with different people and leave her by herself. Yeah I know horrible." I begin, and he nods to let me know he's understanding.

"So, then my brother told me to stop acting shady. Then we eventually became friends again, that soon spiraled out of control."

"What happened?" He amusingly asks.

"I really can't remember but I did some messed up shit I guess. I hated their relationship so much! So Ali and I got into another huge fight she basically said that she was doing it for me. I, at the time, was too dumb to understand." I say, and take a breathe. I can see that he's still following with what I'm saying.

"It all ended up in Ken telling me that his grandfather killed Ali's grandma, and we erm slept together-" Calvin cut me off.

"Now that's where you majorly screwed up. How'd it happen? Were they together?" He asks, now he's really into it.

"We met up together at a club." I shrug.

"What the hell are sixteen year olds doing at a club?" He asks, and I shrug.

"I don't know. I called her the next day to rub it in her face." I sadly say. I'm ashamed of myself.

"Now that's really fucked up! She probably was hurting because of this breakup." He says and shakes his head.

"On top of that, my brother and her sister are married. I made a huge fool of myself at the engagement party." I sighed and all he does is stare.

"Are you guys friends now?" He asks after a minute of processing this all in.

"Nope." I shake my head and I'm actually happy we're not friends anymore. She doesn't have to deal with this bullshit.

"Well damn." He says and takes a deep breathe.

"That's only half the story." I say and shift on the bench.

"There's more?" He asks.

"Yeah." I nod my head.

"I made out with Ken at this party and then I don't remember what I said or did, but I knew it was something out of line. So then Ali punched me in the face." I say as I remember that crazy night.

"I would've too. I understand the guy you liked had interest in her instead of you, but that doesn't mean you can make her life a living hell!" He throws his hands up, I can tell he's getting frustrated.

"I honestly wished I knew that then, but I completely changed." I admit and he gives me a disbelieving look.

"How? For a person who has done all that shit, I find it hard to believe." He honestly says. Ouch.

"I got raped and had a miscarriage, ever since then I look at things differently. Karma's a bitch." I say and I feel pain in my heart rise again; both the rape pain and the lost of my baby pain.

"Oh my god. I'm so sorry." He sympathetically says.

"I guess I deserved-"

"Nobody ABSOLUTELY no one deserves to be raped." He says and anger grows in his eyes.

"I saw this guy at the club and started with him first." I admit.

"I don't give a shit. So what? All these disgusting men." He says and now I can tell he's angry.

"Did someone you know get raped?"

"My sister." He sadly says.

"Ouch." I think out loud. Dammit! We spent the next hour or so conecting and getting to know each better. It was really late so ended up exchanging numbers. A new friend.

A/N: WHATCHA GUYS THINK?? A new guy for Kaylee lol
UNTIL NEXT TIME:) school tmm
xSarah and Aurora

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