Lost [bts; k.t.]

6 - Rain

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My whole body trembled as I made my way towards the beach house, again. Tears were flowing down my face, again.

My eyes hurts so much, right now. Everytime I try to close it, it stings so bad.

I walked in, rubbing both of my hands.

"Noona- Why are you crying, again?" Jungkook asked as his hands cupped my face. His questions alerted the members which made them circle around me.

"Ya, Ree you're crying a lot."

"Your eyes are so puffy."

"What is it, this time?"

"Stop crying, don't waste your tears."

"I can't believe that the girl that always made us smile is here, crying infront of us."

I grinned at them, wiping my tears away. "I'm okay, guys. Continue what you're doing, I'm going to place my bag inside the van." I announced, grabbing my stuff.

I was about to walk outside when V, arrived. Our gazes locked, but I quickly looked away. I ran towards the van and took a deep breath.

"After this, I'll really forget about him." I whispered, placing my stuff at the back.

"I saw what you did to my oppa."

I turned around. Athena. I rolled my eyes and placed a hand on my hip.

"So? Do you think, I care?" I glared at her.

"Stop being such an attention-whore. You're probbably doing this just to get his attention. Give up, Ree." She spat.

I chuckled bitterly. "Why would I want attention if I already have it?" I snickered, rolling my eyes at her.

She clicked her tongue and walked away. She really wants V. But why? Why V? I thought she already has a new boyfriend.

I'm confused.

I walked inside the van and just stayed there until all of them arrived.

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We finally arrived at my house. I stepped out of the van. "Annyeong!" I said, waving at them.

"Bye!" They all said in unison, except V and Athena making me scoff quietly. After a few seconds, the van already drove off.

I walked inside. Mom's not here. Obviously, she's probbably at work or probbably flirting with her toys.

I groaned at that thought. People really like leaving me. I'm a worthless shit.

I made my way to my room, placing my stuff on my bed and dropping my body on my bed.

I noticed our pictures, making my eyes moist again. "Ya! Ree, don't you dare cry!" I scolded my self, biting my lips, preventing myself from crying.

I quickly grabbed the pictures and ripped them one by one.

"You jerk! You don't even care about me anymore!" I cried, as I ruined each picture of us together.

His smile. It was everything, it was my world. His smile was for me but now... it's for someone else. Now, he's smile is my death. It killed me.

I ran to our garden and I buried it undee a tree. I didn't want to throw it. I didn't want to see it. I just can't see it, for now.

I took a deep breath as I finished burying it. I felt something wet dropped on my face.

It started raining, hard. I got a bit wet so I quickly walked inside and changed into comfortable clothes.

And by comfortable clothes I mean, an oversized black sweater and white shorts.

I'm lonely. I'm feeling sad. Usually, when it's raining I would call V and invite him here.

We would watch movies until midnight, eating ice creams, pizzas and marshmallows.

He would even sneak a kiss from me. The thought of it makes me smile. I sighed, when suddenly my phone vibrated.

From: Kookie
Noona! It's raining and I'm pretty sure you're alone. Do you want me to come over there? Do you want a member to come over there? Or do you want to come over here?

Jungkook's text made me smile. I like the way that he's worried about me but I'm feeling guilty that I can't return his feelings.

I quickly typed on my phone.

To: Kookie
I'm feeling lazy, can someone just come over here? Pretty please! Anyone's okay, I'm just feeling lonely.

I pressed send and dropped my body on the couch. Oh, V. We had a lot of memories on this couch.

My eyes felt heavy when suddenly the doorbell rang, making me flinch. I quickly stood up and ran towards the door.

I glanced at the window and noticed that it was a guy. I raised a brow and opened the door.

"Noona."

A smile peeked on my lips. "Jungkook." I greeted, crossing my arms.

His hair was wet but he's holding an umbrella. What. I'm confused, does he know how to use an umbrella?

"I missed you." He said, pouting a bit making me chuckle. "What?" I asked, chuckling a bit.

"I brought someone." He said, grinning weirldy. I looked at him confusedly.

"Who...?"

Then someone appeared out of nowhere. "Hi."

I clenched my fists and bit my lip. Jungkook, seriously. Aish.

I should be forgetting about him. But how?! He always appears out of nowhere. Seeing him makes my blood boil.

He annoys me. I hate him.

"S-So.. do you guys wanna come in?" I asked, opening the door even more for them.

"Obviously, that's why we came here." Jungkook snickered, making his way inside.

V and I looked at each other. Our gazes locked. "Uhm. A-Aren't you going to come in?" I stammered.

He nodded and walked inside, his skin slightly rubbed against mine. There was sparks. My heart beated again.

I miss him. I can't hate him. I love him so fucking much.

Sometimes the reason why you can't let go of something that's making you sad is because, it was the only thing that ever made you happy.

He was the only thing that made me happy. Him. V. Kim Taehyung.

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Okay, so that was a filler chapter. I'm really sorry guys! I'm a bit down today and I'm so busy but I really wanted to update. I'm sorry if their are grammar errors.. T-T English is not my first language. :/ Anyways, please anticipate the next chapters! Annyeong!