Lost [bts; k.t.]

20 - Tired

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"It's Jungkook and Daphny."

I whispered as my lips trembled. I couldn't process my mind to what's happening infront of us.

This guy is Jungkook. The same hair, eyes and facial features. I'm sure that this is Jungkook.

The way that he laughed and smiled at Daphny breaks my heart to pieces. It's like how V broke my heart by kissing Athena.

I sucked my breath as I watched them eat ice cream together. Apparently, the ice cream shop is infront of the cotton candy shop.

So basically, I can literally see what they're doing with my eyes. "Ree." Jimin whispered which brought tears to my eyes.

"Jimin, is this true?" I cried as my voice broke. Jimin grabbed my other hand and squeezed it.

"I'm sure that Jungkook has a reason, Ree. This is probbably some friendly date." Jimin pleaded, giving me a reassuring smile.

A friendly date? I turned back to them and saw Jungkook brushing away the hair that covered Daphny's face.

Daphny looked extremely gorgeous. She was wearing a yellow sunflower dress that fits her skin tone and some cream sandals that matched with the dress.

She looks prettier than me and I hate it. I just want to barge into them and shout at them but I'm not really sure why they're here.

I suddenly thought of an idea.

"I'm going to text him." I sighed, wiping my tears away as I took out my phone.

"And..?" He trailed giving me a confused look.

"If he lies. I don't..." I trailed as I turned to him. "I don't know." I sighed, clicking my tongue as I clicked on the 'message' button.

My heart was pounding as I was writing the message.

To: Kookie
Where are you? Let's watch some movies at my place and it pizza!

I was hesitating. I'm scared. I'm afraid to see his answer. I'm scared that if he lies.. if he lies, I would get hurt again.

That the scars in my heart would open up again and it will hurt as hell. Before I even realized it, I clicked sent as I closed my eyes.

Jungkook, please. Just don't lie to me. Don't lie.

I opened my eyes and glanced at Jungkook. He quickly took out something from the pocket of his ripped jeans.

His eyes widens a bit which made me squeeze Jimin's hand. "Jimin. I can't do this. I-"

"He won't lie to you, Ree. He won't. Just.. Just trust him, okay?" Jimin whispered, keeping his eyes on them as he gave me a reassuring look.

"Okay." I replied as Jungkook showed his phone to Daphny. I cringed, my heart is pounding so loud that makes my head throb too.

"Jungkook, please." I murmured under my breath as a tear escaped my moist eye.

Daphny shook his head at Jungkook, making me glare at her. Is she telling Jungkook not to go? That bxtch, is seriously getting on my nerves.

Jungkook ran his fingers across his phone as he bit his lip.

He started typing.

I feel that any second right now, I can die. Like, literally. I was feeling light, my eyes felt heavy and my vision was a bit blurry.

1 MESSAGE RECEIVED

And they left the ice cream shop, leaving me and Jimin dumbfounded about what happened.

"Ree, aren't you checking it?" Jimin asked, giving me a worried look as I stared at my phone.

I bit my lip when I glanced at him. "Jimin. What if he lies? What if he really exchanged me for Daphny? What if he doesn't love me anymore-" I cried, burying my head into Jimin's chest as tears drop on his shirt.

"Ree. Don't cry, it's so hard to see you cry. You're like my sister. Just check it and be ready for his reply." Jimin said, patting my head.

Yeah, be ready for his reply.

From: Kookie
I'm waiting for someone at the park. Sorry, Noona. Next time, okay?

My eyes widened, my jaw dropped and I threw my phone to Jimin. I don't- I can't.

I can't. Jungkook. He. He freaking lied to me. He freaking lied to me just because of a fucking bxtch.

My mind turned blank and I couldn't think of anything. Everything was slowly sinking in to me.

Jungkook. Daphny. Together. Ice cream. Smiling. Lying. Cheating.

I broke down and cried. "Jimin. Park Jimin, what am I gonna do?" I cried, covering my eyes with my hands.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to talk to him. I hate him. He disgusts me. If I probbably see his face, I might punch it.

I despise him. I despise them.

I stood up and clenched my fists. "I'm gonna find them." I whispered as I scanned my eyes around the crowd, clenching my fists.

I started running. "Ree!" I heard Jimin calling me but I didn't even bother to turn around.

The speed of my heart beating was the same when I found out that V forgot about me.

The feelings. The scars. The wounds. It was all coming back. The tears.

Another tear escaped my eye. Until I stopped infront of a photo booth.

Jungkook and Daphny. They were smiling at the camera. They were happy with each other.

Suddenly...

She gave him a peck on the lips.

Jungkook was surprised, I was surprised. My heart is breaking and breaking. It feels like someone is stabbing me repeatedly.

I bit my lip to fight my tears when I suddenly met his eyes. His eyes widens.

"Ree." He gave me an apologetic look as he walked towards me.

"Noona-"

I slapped him.

I couldn't. I don't know what to do so I slapped him. My lips were trembling.

I wanted to say something. I wanted to scream at their faces. But I bit my lip to stop myself from even opening my mouth.

I'm not going to show them that I'm weak.

Jungkook just stood there, speechless. He stared at the ground. I glanced at Daphny and she raised a brow at me, making my blood boil.

"Ree." I turned to my side and it was Jimin. "Let's go home." I said coldly, leaving Jungkook and Daphny at the photo booth.

My body suddenly felt light. Every part of my body started to ache. Everything hurts so bad.

I'm so tired. I'm so so tired. It happened two times. I became stupid for two fucking times.

Now, I'm so tired. I want to sleep. I want to rest. I'm so done..

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Drama chappie? Sorry. Sorry for not updating yesterday, I'm still sick. Because of these chicken pox. Ugh, they suck. Anyways, hoped you guys enjoyed that filler chapter. Please anticipate the next chapters! Annyeong! Saranghaeyo!